YQ is off for RESERVICE, 3 weeks, 21 days..

Yesterday I just promised him gonna let him see I get over everything and waiting for his return, today another impact came..

I prayed yesterday not to let me saw anything, if I didnt agreed to go print the document, I bet everything will never appear in my eyes,

however there is no IFs..

I saw it, just simply saw it..

Dun dare to tell YQ, since he gonna tell me just ignore everything that are related to the guy,

I believe I can do it, give me 3 more months maybe??

Jessica said she can use 3 years to get rid of everything, I guess I can use lesser time than her,

because I didnt get a chance near, therefore my suffering couldnt fight with her..

Started from my birthday till 3 months later, I believe I can put everything behind without leaving anything in my heart anymore..

OK, if YQ can book anytime after today I will be like flying to the sky??

HAHHAHAHHAHHA..

I bet he gonna see this because he used computer this afternoon,

worrying about his BROTHERS and COMPANY..

Didnt heard him mentioning about me, first sentence was,

"You got help me check email? Got reply??"

I believe the feelings didnt fade off, is just that we choose another way to communicate and face the situation,

after all, I am already 20 and he is 24..

So I say, I can only date with guys that older than me,

if not who can tolerate my temper and character??

YQ, if you will to see this, please dun feel happy,

it just happened that you are the only one right by my side at the time being..

Of course, I know you will be there everytime..

=DDDDD