15th January 2011,

the first 15th January at 2009, a guy put me in his heart but I got a tarnished name and thinking back about the person in my heart..

The second 15th January at 2010, we quarrelled over the same old topic, but you made our relationship firmer, had a good memories kept..

The third 15th January at 2011, you are gone, I am alone, and the guy invited me once again, but I rejected this time..

Tan Yi Qiang,

how are you??

Must be living "well"??

I am leading my life good, I didnt think about him much even though not sure if I still like him or not, but I am still doing well.. =DD

Me, Jessica, Jordan

I really thought we wont like "seperate", but I think now I can only say the bond arent strong now..

I get agitated easily over Jordan, his every negative thought makes me think that he dun fit to think negatively,

the first pharse that come to my mind normally is: "WTF!!??"

To taste the pain of love,

to learn the experience of relationship,

to give the chances of secure..

How much can I still do??

Mr.Nod guy,
life isnt by our way, I know confidence aint working well on you therefore I choose to forsake my confidence and courage, because since neither this can change your mind..
I wondered once, if the words were real but of course those words were real at that moment, but I didnt get a chance to continue what were able to carry on..
Now, I did well..
You did well too..
If not, I seriously aint able to make this decision and doing well..
Thanks, I will work hard to acheive the outcome we both yearn..