Hey,

I never shed a tear ever since the day I made this decision,

shouldnt I at least cry for a night prove that I loved him??

But sad to say, I didnt feel the pain,

never see my tears, never see my smile, never see my stubborness..

The pharse just keep wandering around my mind,

cant believe that time passed two years already, while I think back the scene, the memories, the person, the rejection..

How hurt can it be??

I guess, it dun hurt now..

It is not enough,

always always not enough..

When it comes to him, I often lose..

And then, the term always appear only this time become firmer and I hope it will last till the end..

I rather be less lucky,

always got the wrong person to fall for me,

and then I will hurt them like how he hurt me,

but I know, it is just my character..

我不畏惧爱情

只是害怕恋爱

深怕恋爱碰到错的人

爱情带来的伤害

理智和愚蠢

我都有了