ytd meet out wif jessica, jordan, manyu, anson and anthony....
ii am the first who reached mos burger... hehex... =D
becos ii went to library ma.... of cos ii will reached first lo...
den came jessica... when we went up to popular anthony came too...
but ii was suppppppppper cold in the popular la...
so ii went down and sat outside mos and waited for manyu and his future husband anson...
juv after ii finish my last few slip of drink they came...
all reached except jordan...

den when we sat there, jessica sae manyu took her seat as jessica wanna sit beside mii...
so we make fun of manyu and asked her go sit beside anson...
den we keep on make fun of both of them... (but they are not couple yet..)
ii accuse anson of him rejected mii and he even sae he has someone in his mind now...
den jessica oso help mii make fun of them and keep leture anson...
was it my imagination or he realii said it???
ii heard he asked when did he sae it?? continue by okiie lo, anii thing...

when jordan oso came we decided go haf our dinner at sumo hse but it is closed...
so we went to KFC...
saw kar wei there... wif his stead... quite long lo... =P
den ii and jessica go queue to buy meals for them...
jessica said she feel disappointed to see onlii anson comin out and help us...
but ii feel nothin...
ii told jessica tat mayb ii m basied so ii dun see anii disappointment...
she asked mii why den ii told her wat ii heard juv nw from anson...

ii was oso moody ytd...
becos my memories flash back to the past again...
but ii managed to let myself come back to normal....
went acarde den played until the workers keep came and tell us last game last game...=D
beforehand manyu and anson bought movie tickets...
so we separated in amk...
den mii, jessica, jordan and anthony walked towards to the bus stop...
went over to cheers to buy drinks...
tat stupid jordan...
ii was the one hu won first lo.... ={
why at last became u win????
childish jordan!!!!!
reached home at around 11.30pm

bloggin now is alreadii next day le... friday...
ii overheard wat yi qiang said tat day....
he is leavin today.... 7.45pm... (ii knew it beforehand...)
my senses is so dammmmmmmmmmmn accurate de la.........
suddenly hate my sensitiveness.... =(
his father was forcin him throughout....
he kept tis from mii and act nothin happened when he told mii how is his life in canada...

ii m strugglin through my thoughts....
ii wan him to be wif mii for long....
ii hope tat ii can be the one tat compatiable wif him...
ii hope to stay at his heart for long...

shld ii ask him before ii make anii judgements and decision???
ii did it... juv before ii goin to bed he called...
"u wan eat supper?"
"but ii juv reached home...."
"ii now on the way to ur hse!" (自作主张 lo)
"tat means ii haf no choices la??" (climb up from my lovely bed!!)
20 mins later...
a sliver car appeared on my sight...
"go where to eat?"
"ii feel like eatin roti prata..."
"okiie.. go lo..." (even though ii m verii full after my meal of KFC)
Jalan Kayu-12.45am

after our supper, he drove to east coast.... (at the time of 2am)
took a stroll on the beach wif barefooted.... =D
he cover mii wif his jacket while ii m shiverin...
ii found a rock which number is 15.... =P
den ii walked up and sat on it....
he sat beside mii and ii juv verii automatically lean on his shoulders...

"oiie!!" (sat for abt 5 mins of slience)
"yes?"
"anii other things happened in canada?"
"ii thought ii have said??"
"no la... my memory not good ma... STM.."
"nothin much... everii day was business deal den sign documents all tis lo..."
"did auntie or uncle go over and find u?"
"my father came for a business deal..."
"nothin more??"
"ya..."

u hide things from mii!!!
u told mii tat we wont haf anii secrets between us!!!
u said tat u wont leave mii like how david and calvin and jacob did!!!!
but... u didnt tell mii the truth....

我好像开始后悔了！！
你那么爱他，为什么不把他留下，为什么不说心里话？
你深爱他，这是每个人都知道啊！
你那么爱她 为什么不把她留下？
是不是你有深爱的两个他 所以你不想再让自己无法自拔!

we stay at east coast and ii saw a slight sun rise...
becos tis mornin the sky was too cloudy...
so ii can onlii saw a ray of lights....
reached home at 6.30am...
go bath den take my laptop went out again...
my mummy scold mii of sneakin out again...

wat ii realii wan to noe nw??
is wat is my position on ur heart???
or wat ur father told u???

*yi qiang... tell mii do ii still nd to sort out my feelings for u?? or ii juv let u off??*