HAPPII BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF AGAIN....=D
ii had eaten a cake juv now....
=DDD
craving to eat cake suddenly,
ii seems like a pregnant woman,
will have craving....=P
so.... my husband went to buy....
hahahahax......=DDD

however....at tat moment,
both of us wont noe,
after we finished the cake,
we will quarrel...
YUP....
we quarrelled....
about????
he finally started to blame mii....
for so long,
he had bottled his feelings in heart,
so finally..... he 'vomit' everii thing out....

he scolded mii,
'selfish, didnt put him in heart, didnt care of him, decide everii thing by myself....'
however.... the most hurtin was..... his tears....
he shed tears again....
shed again becos of mii....
ii had nothing to said,
becos.... he didnt scolded mii wrong.....
when was his last time scolded mii???
becos of 'jacob'????
tis time round, it seems he was more furious and vexed than tat time....

因为被说中了，
所以我无话可说。。。
可是。。。流着眼泪的你，
让我的心又多了一道伤口。。。
似乎，我才是那个手握着刀子的人，
割了你，也同时割了自己。。。

becos cant sae sorrii,
so....when ii saw his tears,
ii cried too....
maybe subconsciously, ii noe he will soft-hearted when seeing my tears....
'drama' stopped here....
no one wanted continue it....

so he was doing his stuff now,
and ii m here blogging....
Letting Go is a form of happiness....
it do not work on everii one....
one sided of 'letting go' is not happiness,
it was selfishness....

离开的那天，
我会带着满脸的笑容，
目送你离开的。。。
虽然知道只剩下几天，
可是。。。让我们好好把握，可以吗？？
再拖下去，对我们都没有好处，
所以。。。下了决定，就走吧！！

*离开我的你，幸福吗？
离开你的我，很痛苦！！*