my holiday started....
yeah!!!!!!!!!!
ii am at yiqiang hse blogging....
he was done wif his business deal,
so got time for mii le....
=DD

tis sunday plannin to go pulau urbin,
wif jessica and one of her fren....
wanted to ask yiqiang along de,
but he meetin his camp mates out....
EXCUSES again!!!!!!!
however....
he is leavin next week....
stayin behind, was not onlii for mii,
he still need to settle some company problems....
therefore,
daphne ng is not tat important....

我一直以为自己很伟大，
其实。。。我一点都不伟大！！
我一直以为自己很聪明，
其实。。。我一点都不聪明！！
我一直以为自己能看清一切，
其实。。。我一点都办不到！！
我一直以为自己在你心中很重要，
其实。。。我并不是！！！
说穿了，是你对我来说，
很重要！！！
不过。。。不能这样继续的我，
没有立场说任何话！！

juv leave without mii...
isnt wat u did before??
ii didnt meant to blame u...
ii oso do not haf the right to blame u....
ii am juv using a way tat will make myself comfortable,
but neglect ur feelings....
so... leave without anii worries....
ii will be fine!!!
juv like before....
when u are back,
no matter wif wat status,
ii will face u wif my smile....

你的离开，让我想起calvin离开时，
当calvin回来后，他就结婚了！！
我想你应该，也不例外吧？？？
其实。。。你好像少告诉了我一件事，
你爸爸，不只是要你留在vancouver。。。
他也要你和另一个“她”，结婚。。。

tis was wat ii realii heard from ur conversation....
regards how u understand mii,
u wont expect ii heard it by myself, right???
ii noe u will read my blog,
so... ii juv need to wait for u to question mii....
it was not our fault for leaving each other....
it is all LIFE!!!!
it wasnt our way to decide, which family we are in....
ii am born in tis kind of family background,
u are born wif tat kind of family background,
tat made us live in different worlds....

TAN YIQIANG....
promise mii tat u wont hold anii grudges when u leave...
promise mii u will live better than before....
promise mii tat u wont be upset....
promise mii u will forgive and forget....
promise mii tat u will find ur happiness....
promise mii u will take care of urself,
eat well, sleep well, stay healthy....

*握着你的手，才真正感觉到颤抖。。
虽然知道我不可能留在你身边，
但是每当想起时，我是如此渴望。。*