a post before goin down to meet TAN YIQIANG....
TAN YIQIANG....
leavin tml....
and ii am oso goin out tml.....
seems so bad!!!!
ii can actually go out after sendin you off....
ii no need to force myself be normal,
becos ii know the pain and hurt will cure itself....

however.....
since when ii am so confident????
without you,
can ii still be so confident???
can ii still walk down the path???
no matter how much ii feel unworthiness,
ii still need face it myself!!!!
becos tis is my CHOICE!!!!!
a CHOICE tat made by myself....
so ii shouldnt grumble anii more....

if there is somethin tat ii didnt tell jessica or all my best friends,
tis will be the one....
puzzled why ii do not key in TAN YIQIANG, CALVIN
numbers in my handphone????
cos ii haf another handphone wif another sim card,
specially for them....
the number came before the number ii using now....
all the friends ii met outside,
who are oso TAN YIQIANG OR CALVIN friends,
will onlii haf my other hp num.....

onlii TAN YIQIANG, CALVIN GOH AND DAVID GOH,
had my tis hp num.....
however....
after tml passed,
the number will follow TAN YIQIANG,
follow him, wont stay beside mii...
ii decided to ABANDON the number!!!!!
juv like how ii ABANDON TAN YIQIANG!!!!!

thinkin how to left a last good impression for you....
so when ii am talkin on phone wif jessica and manyu,
ii am oso findin clothes from my wardrobe...
however.....
still cant find a suitable wan!!!!!

陈毅镪！！！
蓝玫瑰的花语是，
敦厚、善良。。。
就好像你对我一样。。。
因为，你太善良了，
所以，你才不会怪我！！！

MR. TAN YIQIANG!!!!
are you willing to forgive MISS. DAPHNE NG???
wholeheartedly, without anii grumbles, without anii grudges????
MISS. DAPHNE NG!!!!
are you willing to remember MR. TAN YIQIANG???
for all times, without anii hesitation, wholeheartedly???
I DO!!!!!! (MISS. DAPHNE NG)
I DO!!!!!! (MR. TAN YIQIANG)

okiie...
ii thought tis might be a short post,
but still took mii 20mins to finish....
TAN YIQIANG haf been waitin for 30mins le....
so let nature take it goes.....

*戒指。。。该还给你了*