ii had a dream last night....
it was oso a fantastic dream,
ii told myself to remember the guy's face,
but the time ii woke up, the face went off....
ehhhhh......... ='(

tml goin out.... =D
wif jessica and jordan.....
but.... money problem again.... =(
but still hope tml will be a big fine day.... =P

TAN YIQIANG....
can u tell mii wat to do???
even though ii noe u wont request mii or force mii,
but if u dun sae anii thin,
dun u afraid ii wont leave wif u???
however, even if u tell mii wat ii should do,
ii might still decide and choose my own decision....
goin off after his birthday,
not becos u are lack of confident or courage...
u wanted to let mii af more time,
more time to see things through,
more time to think things through,
more time to decide....

thanks, yiqiang.....
thanks all the way.....
without u, ii wont be so happii,
without u, it seems a dark world to mii,
without u, ii unable to walk out from my saddness....
however, if ii insist of not leavin wif u,
ii might lost u for long.....
thinking thinkin thinkin.....
ii am juv thinkin of all the factors,
but wat is the most important factor???
ii should think of the most important factor,
which is...
DO I LOVE U???

都能一路走来了，
所以，就算你离开我，
我也不可能会倒下吧？？
其实。。。全部都是自己想象的，
我从来都不把你放心里，
这是别人会想的。。。
可是如果我没有把你放心里，
我或许就不会想那么多了，
不是吗？？？
像不像我在自己夸自己呢？？？
夸我自己有把你放在心里，
到底有没有，只有我最清楚。。。
我的感情，不用到处和别人说，
只要我认为我有，
我就不用看别人的脸色。。。

ii ask everii one tat will read my blog....
ii went to haf dinner wif yiqiang on monday....
wif my attire,
a white long sleeve button shirt, wif jeans and open toes heels....
do ii look disgraced wif tis attire???
the venue was a hotel restaurant....
do ii look weird wif the attire while in the restaurant???
noe why ii suddenly ask???
cos we saw his secondary friend, bringing his girlfriend there....
his girlfriend was wearin a yellow tube dress and white heels....
ahhhhhhhh...... ={
it seems so hard for mii to get in their world.....

TAN YIQIANG...
ii am thinkin to leave wif u, for a holiday....
but if ii thought of tat, u muz promise mii somethin....
u wont force mii to stay there....
wont ask mii to study there....
ii am onlii goin for a holiday.... =DD

*leavin u might not be the best way for both of us, but might benefit ur future...*