*A BROKEN HEART WILL NEVER EVER RECOVER FULLY*


I know everything will be faded away as time goes by,
however, when those things happen on myself I unable to act so bravely..
The most sweet words I ever heard again,
even though it might be fake or just cheating me in his particular way..
It is stupid when you know that is a lie but still believe it again and again,
I guess he didnt meant to lie or cheat me after all..
He waited for 6 years and I only waited for 1 year,
do I need to wait for another 6 years in order for him to walk in my heart again??
Or I should use 6 years time to place down the feelings and memories,
妳只是在用别人做对的事，来惩罚自己罢了。。

Is it possible to love many people by only one heart??
Treated everyone the same and with same level of love,
is it called as "FILRT" or too much love to share??
I still 'LOVE' him but in the same time couldnt forget how I fell in love on you,
am I a 'slut' in some ways??
宁可要一生一世的爱情，还是永永远远的回忆？？

Today, first day of school..
Classmates are fine, and I think I did a good job,
topic is about mircoorganism..

It might be the first time I confessed straight to Jessica about my feelings,
I guess I got over the matter but the feelings are not fade away..
"Give him plenty plenty of time", this was what Jessica told me,
but I know, time wont change his decision..
I am trying to stay rational and act as though nothing happen,
which I did it, but feeling the pain deep inside my heart..
Of course it is impossible for him to know it,
as my real friends whom reading this post will never betray me..
你没看到，就是我最软弱的一面，也是我掩饰最好的。。


*和他在一起一天，我就能感觉到一天的欢乐*