被愛可以很幸福，
但會比相愛來的更幸福嗎？

愛情裏，付出越多的人越辛苦嗎？
是否忘記看看對方有沒有在付出呢？
一次次的背叛，換來的是原諒還是離別？

如果感覺對了，年齡或是性別，很重要嗎？

My handphone number turned out to be a love counselling hotline,
in the same time I heard more love stories,
was it a bad thing or good thing??
I am confused too..
But I am sure that, Yi Qiang simply dislike me spending my time handling those unimportant matters..
His friends were those that used up my time,
and he could still grumble over these..

Dunno why, he able to come out yesterday afternoon and claim that he booking in at today morning..
Many doubts but just let him be, as he has the heart to come and look for me..
Went to East Coast Park, and I guess my digital camera is spoiled by me,
unable to see the file I taken..
*argh*
Ride the double person bicycle, of course he is the one that used more effort,
because I didnt even place my legs on the paddle..
=P

Done with our dinner, and head back to his house,
just get in his car my phone rang,
thought was Jessica or Jordan at first but the it appears numbers but not names..
Therefore, greet nicely until the person said who is he,
YUP!!
The first time I received a guy's call and he is crying,
one of my "buddy" when I am with Yi Qiang and gang..
He ended his four years relationship and wanted some advices or console from someone,
so I am the lucky one..

Guess he might read my blog, so should apologize if I reveal his privacy here,
however, his experience might be a good example for me too..
被愛可以很幸福，
但會比相愛來的更幸福嗎？
He give in too much to the girl even when he knew the girl still hardly able to place down her previous relationship..
He always thought it is just a matter of time,
believes that one day the girl will see how much he put in and place down the past,
however.. His wishes are not granted..
Therefore, he is just too tired to continue and he ended all by himself,
will the girl turn back and look at him??
Is it able for the girl to choose being loved instance of holding on the past??
I think this isnt what an outsider can say..
Anyway, if he read my blog, I hope he can get over it soon and continue his path..
LEON, 加油！！

Just hang his call, I can see how Yi Qiang's face turned to,
he is just so CUTE like a child..
Talked with him for just 5mins plus, another call came,
"又是誰？妳那麽忙嚒？", his tone changed in last than one second..
A guy again, whom is still someone he know too,
another love story, about betrayal..
FORGIVE and FORGET, this guy able to do it,
regardless how many times his girlfriend two-timer him,
he could just FORGIVE her and FORGET the issue..
Consider as a nice guy or just too foolish??
However, this is not what an outsider should talk more about again..

The third story was a guy too,
I think Yi Qiang's patience used up and answer my call,
"打來幹什麽？" totally unwilling tone he used, then I snatched back my phone,
this time round, the guy didnt cry and was the other round,
he is in very good mood, joyful mood..
"I am in relationship!!"
Of course must congrats him, but when he said his girlfriend is a 'guy',
shock was my first reaction..
However, I still gave him my best blessings,
I know feelings isnt something predictable..


I think I can know why Yi Qiang was so angry,
not only I spend my time consoling people but not talking with him,
also he is afraid that I will think too much after listening all those stories..
However, his worry is right, I intend to think more..
Anyway, I didnt react much on him too..
*home sweet home*
Reading 'Eclipse' now, which make me looking forward for the movie, whereas 'New Moon' is not yet on theatre..

*I step forward but you are nowhere found*