Thousands of words kept inside my heart,

but hardly able to pour it all out to YOU..

Arguments, tears, sorrow..

Everything just came to me in this few days,

whenever I am with YOU..

How should I decide??

What could I do??

YOU blame me, YOU shouted at me,

just to let me know how much I disappoint YOU..

I dunno how to say, dunno how to do, dunno how to continue,

the only thing I know will only be,

escape..

I intend to escape from YOU again,

it is so natural for me to do..

Without thinking, without hesitating,

therefore, I made YOU angry..

Totally messed up your life and good temper..

"反正，妳本来就已经决定好了！我又被妳抛弃了！"

This wasnt the harshest words from YOU,

YOU didnt talked to me after shouted at me,

both of us were like sitting in the empty room,

and the only thing I could heard was the clock striking..

Completely slience between us,

until I realized my tears drop down on my palm..

I knew I will win..

This is the only thing I hold confidence on our relationship,

no matter how harsh your words sounded,

your weakness didnt change..

This might also be only one that turns your heart over and same to mine..

The first time I got to know how tough for YOU to overcome,

how do YOU endure during this period of time,

those things that YOU never mentioned to me ever..

Expected outcome,

we are as per normal..

The telepathy we hold,

enable us to be as before and forget all the sorrows..

I guess YOU will read my blog,

but I choose to post in this time when YOU are going for reservice..

Maybe our story will just continue every year when YOU are back,

but I know no matter how many times YOU blame me,

till the end, YOU wont bear to see me cry..

了解对方，固然是件好事，

但是，却不能利用了解而伤害对方。

当女孩碰上了思念已久的男孩，

她是否拥有足够的勇气，走上前和他一起离开呢？

不要说女孩没有勇气，就连男孩也没有了当初的勇敢。。

*不能爱的悲哀*