STOP TELLING ME RUBBISH!!

IT IS IMPOSSIBLE!!

If I am able to forget, why will I fall in love at the first place??

If time can fade away all this, why will I still able to thought of it everytime??

I guess I am turning unreasonable again,

how could I blame others when I know it is my fault??

Someone please wake me up from this fantasy dream,

I seriously HATE this dream like hell!!

You wont know how much I endured after hurts and pains were formed,

this isnt what I said out can help, it depends on whether am I able to place down..

No HOPE = No DISAPPOINTMENTS

My heart soften again, just after I stop having wishful thinking on him, I fall into another trap again..

Another trap that make myself fell into it and got hurts again,

which means those paths in front of me are full with traps..

Why I couldnt feel the fear of facing the traps and yet scared of facing disappointments??

I should learn how to stay away from disappointments, because I am not suitable in this kind of position..

Whenever I start to believe, it will just make me face the reality,

not sure it is my luck or destiny,

see things I dun hope to seen but not seen things I hope to see..

However, all grumbles started from yesterday and not now..

Therefore, I used a day to make myself get over the matter,

which is kinda of 'fast'??

Even though I know this wont be totally get over, but I am trying bit by bit,

isnt it a good try anyway??

=DD

Clarke Quay tonight, and tomorrow advance celebration for Ryan..

Going wild after my one week schooling,

which is pretty COOL!!!