Does it really matter whether or not receive present from loved ones??
I guess I wont put it in heart,
because Yi Qiang's appear will be the best present he gave me..
At first he didnt called me and confirm whether is he coming over to find me,
therefore I assume that he unable to take leave and book out,
so I stayed at home..
Till around 8plus in the night,
he called and said he is on his way down my house..
*sweet*

Not sure how he managed to got leave,
but since he book out then I will take this opportunity to go out with him..
=D
He shocked when saw my face was extremely red and my skin colour changed,
then I told him I went for sun-tanning,
this made him turn mad as he like my previous skin colour better..
Therefore, he grumble a few sentences and hope I wont do it again,
because he just couldnt bear to see me in pain..
And he like my manicure too..

Went down to Clarke Quay,
but not for drinking as he miss the foods there,
so he brought me down to enjoy the foods..
Sometimes he just dislike me to drink in front of him,
even though he is by my side when I drink,
but he just dun like to see me drink..
Maybe because of my gastric,
therefore only when he give me the permission to drink..

The whole dinner, he didnt said a "Happy Birthday" to me,
I thought he will say when he saw me but he didnt,
therefore couldnt hold my curiosity I asked him to say..
He told me that he cant be the first one to greet me then he want to be the last one,
so I understand and stop pestering him for it..
Anyway, he allowed me to drink!!
So we went in a pub and order some cocktail,
actually he see through my mind of desiring to drink,
somemore it was my birthday after all so he let me drink..
=DD

I completed reading 'New Moon', proceeding to 'Eclipse' soon..
Held in his warm arms while he reading through his contract and me reading books,
he simply shocked when I done reading,
but he know when I hold interest on something,
I will let myself finish it no matter what..
At the time of 11.59pm,
he was surely the last person that said 'Happy Birthday' to me plus a song..
THANKS, Tan Yi Qiang!!!



Seriously, whenever I with him,
I have this feeling that I am his "mistress"!!
How could I knew that he is enagaed and still hold him over??
Was it my fault of not leaving with him??
Can I let the time return and forget everything now??
I guess the answer will always be "NO",
whether or not, is there outcome for us, I know both of us just treat everyday as our last day,
and do whatever we think is possible..
RIGHT or WRONG, I hardly able to differentiate now,
but he will always tell me,
I am not in the fault, he broke his promise first so I should be the one who blame him and not the other round..
He seems to use magic on me and made my day brighten up,
regardless how I show my stubborness, he just have his special style to coax me,
and make me smile..
=DD
*I still feel the word, "LOVE"*