I should be uploading photos, but I am just too lazy..
WHY??
Lots and lots of troubles I created before, and this is the time to settle all in one shot..

I just dun think I have the right to post anything up here,
however.. I am still doing it right now!!
Just simply hope you will see it and understand how I feel again,
like what you often do..
And if you will to do the same, that means our quarrel will put it a stop,
just like how it is in the past..
But, I dunno if I still have the strength to quarrel with you anymore,
since the day you decided to blame me,
since the day I chase you out of my world..

Does this sound that I am in the wrong instead of you??
Then why do I still make you apologize first??
Where is my rational when I am with you??
It just gone missing and left my hot-tempered,
and it goes the same on you..
You lost your clear-minded and left only bad-tempered against me..

Therefore, when two stubborn person stand together,
it end up to be arguments, raise of voice, no one will admit defeat,
exactly the same like the both of us..
But I know you will always be the first one to apologize to me,
because you thought you are in the wrong of blaming me,
you know I will not apologize first, no matter what happen..
However, it is not I dun admit wrong, I thought this can chase you off again,
therefore I used it over and over again, but you are still here, right by my side..

I stop believing in everlasting, because the changes in a person can be so terrible as time goes by,
I feel so insecure and unrealistic, I just hide it too deep in my conscious that enable me to hold dreams which will never able to fulfil..
Dun you feel the same too??
How many promises we set when we stepped into the same world??
A fantasy world that made us unwilling to leave now..
Which tie the both of us tightly and not letting us to escape from there..

How bad can the situation still worsen to??
How many couples out there grabbing every chance to get together??
How much time they need to understand each other??
How long can their relationship lasted??
How does they adapt to new changes??
And do we know how to answer all the question, I guess the answer always lies in our heart,
we just refuse to bring out and face it..

You have your own world and same to me,
we came together when we thought that we belongs to the same world,
and now it the time to leave each other with peace..
If we can do the same to our friends,
we can surely do it on ourselves too..

After finish posting, I will call you up and apologize first..
I will never give you any chance to make me guilty anymore..
I will pathetically beg for your forgiveness and turn back to normal,
at least I will try not to quarrel until you leave again..

Tan Yi Qiang,
finally your day come and my dignity goes off..
Please remember, I always think like how you do..
So dun malign me anymore..

*If the word helps, I am willing to say a thousand times*