Why you always have the way to make me smile and forget all the unhappiness,
despite I tried to act angry and dun care about you anymore??
I guess you had been killing millions of brain cells that made you used to make me happy,
how can you thought of this, I wonder too..
But I know, every little thing you do is just to see my smile,
I seriously appreciate your heart!!!

Of course, I hope to treasure every single person in my life,
sometime I wonder what is exactly the status of us??
Lover?? Friends?? Complicated??
I know you hope our status will never change,
still on the LOVER line,
but it seems double hard in the situation now..

Till now, I still have the right of holding your hands, kissing your cheeks, hugging you,
does it means if I fall in love on another guy,
I show unfaithful to you??
Profound question..
Or is just I am too greedy for everything??
I desire everything and hope to receive it all by my ways..

I heard Autumn is the right time to fall in love,
because it is the end of summer which is the hottest season,
and going to the start of winter which is the coldest season..
Our relationship started on the July 2007,
is also about the Autumn season..
How I hope, this season will just stay and you are always by my side,
there is no day that you will leave me,
there is no obstacles between us..
FAT HOPE!!

You never failed to make me smile,
and because of this I know my day will be brighten just you with me..
Everyday, I learn to mention your name, no matter what..
I am afraid one day, I can only hear your name but without you with me anymore..
Lost the feels of touching your face,
couldnt see your big big face appear in front of me,
your eyes have no longer my reflection,
and that is really the end of us!!

Our story tend to bored others up already,
even if we wanted to film it as a drama,
I guess no much audience are interested on the storyline anymore..

Starting with the both leads fall in love,
love each other so much and treat as everything..
Arranged marriage comes in,
poor female lead step out and let the male lead go,
while their heart only hold each other deeply..
The guy tried every way to get back to his loved ones,
but the girl dislike the arrangement and keep hesitating..
One whole chunk of RUBBISH,
who cares what is the ending??
Because it will be happy ending for sure!!
Do I think so too??
Or I am hoping it to be a happy ending??

I will receive scoldings from you again!!
The non-stop topic we can argue for,
and it will never come to the end unless our relationship ended..
Which I think it will takes time??
"I LOVE YOU", a pharse that we normally used to put a stop in everything,
and I guess this magic words seriously hold special powers,
because it never failed to stop our arguments and allow us to shut our mouth up..

Anyway, I dunno what should my answer be..
Just maintain whatever it is now,
until the time really reached and I will know how to react??
Or come out with a clear cut answer and let us get back to our normal life??

The only thing I know will be,
everything depends on my decision!!
If I choose you, and I will need to accept the way you set for me..
If I let you go, I will learn to forget our status we had now..

Ok..
This problem will takes some time to solve,
when I come out with a solution, I then say..

*Please dun treat me that nice*