Saturday, May 30, 2009

My eyes tio stamp and couldnt saw you..
LOL..
You are just sitting over there, and I can still walked straight totally ignore you..
=P
Of course, kanna scolding from you lo!!
"I so BIG, and yet you couldnt see me??"
HAHAHAHA..
You are totally a JOKER sia!!
Luckily, I haven called my father come over to fetch me home,
if not I will like totally missed you..

Accompany me back home,
had my dinner and out of nowhere,
my mother keep praising you..
Tan Yi Qiang, dun need so happy!!!!
My mother deceiving you only..
=P

My appetite suddenly turns quite good,
had a packet of potato chips when out of school,
then reached home had my porridge,
went back to your house still had junk foods..
My weight will definitely increase!!!!
ARGH..

For today, I seriously hoped that time can just stop..
Because every single word you said,
I want to remember,
every emotion you gave,
I crave it in heart..
Never for once, I found my memory function pretty well..

So what if I refused to leave with you,
once I know you will never forget about me,
it will be enough for all pains I endure..
However, I should really apologize of saying all those out,
for once, your tears drop before mine,
and all because of my words..
I know you wont blame me,
just because you care for me more than I could think of..

It will really be my waste of losing you,
why could I even come across this decision??
I guess it never will be what I can control,
because there are always external factors for me to consider,
my rational come first before my feelings can make any decisions..
Therefore, I choose to miss you again..

However, till now we are still beside each other,
because you hope to cherish every moment,
and of course I wanted it too..
You said you tend to worried about this sunday, my sentosa trip..
Because you scared I will be attracted to him again!!
Which means, my heart have no longer you as the first position,
but what how to say??
I still love you but on the other hand,
I fall in love on other guy too..
Pretty flirty, and not faithful..

End up, you still said my guilty isnt wrong,
because I put in heart, so I will guilty..
And you are just the one for me to do all this,
without any hesitation, I just do whatever you want me to..
All except leaving with you!!

Tan Yi Qiang,
never make your life turn back to the back..
Because this is what I dun wan to see the most!!
Dun make me guilty anymore,
if you dun want to see me fall back and turn back to my old life too..

*喜欢是能忘记的,爱却是刻心里的*

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