HAHAHAHAHAHA..

My second time to AMK kbox,

and saw my handsome guy!!!

=DDDD

Yesterday, out of nowhere we went to Kbox after school,

who are those 'we'??

It were me, Xiujing and Sikai,

at first I dun intend to go school,

however, just because of his word, I went to school..

This wasnt an issue anymore,

because I woke up..

Took photos by Sikai's handphone,

but yesterday haven asked him to sent us..

Anyway, whatever I wanted to say it will never posted here,

all inside my diary, cause this belongs to my secret..

=DDD

Today just booked our W25F chalet,

cannot use my mother's ntuc card thus I used Jessica's nebo card,

luckily Jessica was with me, if not it will be a wasted trip..

THANKS Jessica!!!! *muacks*

When happiness and sadness came together in the same time,

I cant control, therefore I am hurt-ed..

Or this are all not what I can expected,

because if I could, never will I suggest that..

And so, I gotten the answer indirectly,

dun ever say I am paranoid or over-sensitive,

because I believe my instinct..

Every first tries is meant to gain experience,

this might not be my first try, but it is still my first time being so serious..

I am willing to do whatever I can,

something that I am willing to do for you instead of someone who love me so much,

however, this didnt gain your attraction..

So I received the same treatment from you,

wanted to punish how I treat the person who love me..

It will never be balance,

must give something before taking other thing..

I started to believe it wholeheartedly,

so what if there is an upcoming chance??

I am not the kind you looking for,

no matter how hard I worked on,

regardless how long I had waited for,

NO means NO!!!!!!!

Sorry to myself, because once again I despised..

No point I remember everything,

I am so tired of doing all this by myself,

therefore, if you dun care I will also ignore..

我是‘死心眼’，但不至于‘厚脸皮’！！

我决定从你给我的美梦里醒悟了，

只能默默地退后，因为我不想带给你困扰了。

是否这样，才能让你更记得我一点呢？？