Thanks to the previous post,

I finally succeed on making Tan Yi Qiang to know how I feel,

however, that didnt change his mind..

He still insist on planning for an avenge,

even though I find it so stupid and childish, but when it happen to each of you, then you will know..

At least, he care about my feelings..

So I assumed this thought can accompany him, at most when he think of it he will try to make himself safe..

For now, I am not counting down on the days he leaving,

is counting the days that he going to do those dangerous stuff..

I should be at least proud of my calmness,

I didnt pick a fight with him when I heard his decision,

not acting cool or calm,

maybe my mind is planning of other things??

At most, I am clear that if anything bad really happen on him, I will think I am a JINX..

Cheng Wei apologized to me, keep saying "Sorry",

but I know if wasnt him, I wont have the chance to be with Yi Qiang too..

Maybe all these come too fast now,

I dunno how to react and take actions on it,

can I believe that he wont leave me??

When both of us know that, this leave will be forever,

not as same as taking a plane from here to fly over to his place..

Anyway, Yi Qiang is still beside me,

tomorrow Teachers' Day celebration all around Singapore schools,

and I am accompanying him back to his secondary school..

As Student Council and Basketball team of his school,

I wanted to see how all his teachers react when they know he is helping on his family business,

instead of continue his studies..

我知道，自己阻止不了你。

如果这是你想要的、想做的，我都会支持。

可是，能不能答应我？

在每个危险发生时，想想我，想想我们的爱情。

我在为你偷偷在哭。。。