I heard a BAD news just now,

extremely BAD that made me almost fainted and cried like hell..

TAN CHENG WEI, another guy with his surname "TAN",

he isnt my boyfriend or someone I like neither is he falling love on me,

however, when I knew my current "boyfriend", I known him too..

And he was the one who took over Yi Qiang's position in order for him to get out of that complicated place,

but now, because he is in that complicated environment, he got himself into troubles!!!!!

I still remember, that day when Yi Qiang told me that he got out of that society,

of course I am happy, but he also said someone had to replace his position and then I knew,

our happiness is built on someone sorrow..

This best buddy of his, I got to know him and had fun times with him too,

he was the first one that told me, Yi Qiang seems different together with me,

and he like that 'Yi Qiang' better..

More human-like, got emotions and expression,

but at that time I dunno why was him telling me all these, until I am with Yi Qiang..

Few years ago, when Yi Qiang got the chance to get out of that place,

I adviced Cheng Wei to grab a chance and leave the place too,

but he said, "我没那么幸运，像镪一样有个妳"..

He stayed because of brotherhood, because he do not have someone for him to scarifice,

and I just realized, how hurt that is when a person lost all his motivation and live alone..

Now I am thinking, am I the one who turned him like this??

If I didnt want Yi Qiang to leave that place, will things be different??

I always thought, if either of his brothers will to injured, I help on taking care of them,

at least I will feel better and make Yi Qiang least guilty..

However, now I am totally clueless!!!!

I dunno how to take care of him, I dunno how to make Yi Qiang least guilty, I dunno how to console them, I dunno anything!!!!

我把我们的快乐，建筑在他的痛苦上！

而现在，你也要回到那争雄斗狠的日子了！

不要说这是不得已！！

我到现在才相信古老的那句话，

‘冤冤相报何时了’，‘人在江湖、身不由己’。。

I know, Yi Qiang wont listen to me this time round,

and I know he will insist on doing whatever he want,

this time round, I wont be so stupid and follow him down,

just hope he can be careful and think of those that care for him..

Luckily, Cheng Wei had awake,

will he change his best buddy's mind??

I dunno, but I guess he wont make it..

Please, tell me this is only a JOKE!!!

*LUCKS*