Mood swing so frequently this few days..
Not due to my monthly friend,
because of the guy!!!!!


YEAH YEAH..
The never ending argument is making me exhausted,
totally strained up my energy and strength,
keeping my emotions flowing up and down!!!

He said, and I spotted-on to his intention,
regardless if he has me beside him,
he will also cancel the marriage..
And so, I will become a third party even though I am not leaving with him..
She is the most innocent one, overall..

I can see how much he loved me,
and I know what he hope to get from me,
however, it isnt what I can control,
never will I have the chance like this again??

His every little action is hurting my heart,
despite he is caring and loving me with his full heart..
And my heart, is cut into pieces and has each of it occupied..
Or maybe, I am using those occupied hearts to forget the heart that placed him in..

Ultimately, the decision lies on me..
He is willing to wait, but I am not willing to give..
He is sacrificing his days, but I am not appericating his love..
End up, our heart is hurted by each other..

Anyway, I guess time will heal it..
Time will reflect if we are destined,
maybe few years down the road,
I might be holding his hand walking on the red carpet..

*I LOVED, You CARED*