爱或不爱，就这么简单。。。

I received your words,

and it seems simple but complicated in applying..

Everyday, I am counting down the time,

everyone asked, but my answer never change..

Does it hurt your heart??

I guess it did..

Out with Yi Qiang, and we didnt quarrel for more than one weeks??

Of course I am glad with this outcome,

because we cherish the time,

those little time that we can be together..

Free to know where is his fiancee??

I heard that she went back last Saturday,

and he kept this from me, because he want me to enjoy my NDP..

Thanks him also, as I really enjoyed the day.. =DDD

He asked me if am I feel happy of hearing the news,

and without doubts, I answered YES..

Seriously, I am happy!!!!

Extremely happy to hear the news,

even though I know it is so bad of having this thought..

=.=

I asked him if I insist of not leaving with him,

will he wait for me like how those drama showed??

This time round he replied, "NO"..

Of course I am shocked, but his sentence after that was more touching!!!

"Life still need to be lead on without you, but I have the memories that enough for me to lead my life.. You dun wish to see me suffering too, in order not to make you guilty, I will do what you hope me to do.."

YEAH!!!

Finally he realized my intention, and that is why he didnt want to quarrel with me anymore,

because he said my heart is quenching with blood whenever he raise his voice on me,

therefore, he is stopping himself to hurt me..

He is a good guy friend, a good boyfriend, and never failed a good husband!!!!

My biggest waste of letting him go,

but getting back a fullest heart of his..

We will meet another partner in the future,

giving our whole heart to him/her,

but deeply inside, we have the both of us,

a place that only belongs to us..

我不在乎是否能永永远远，

我最在乎的是，你有没有爱我？

当我知道你也爱我，

无论如何我都愿意付出。

坚强是我的优点，更是我的缺点。

不是落泪就能解决问题，可是不落泪只会增添一道伤口。