FUCKING IRRITATING!!!!!!

I couldnt imagine I can dwell over such matters for so long, without failed..

I had started to feel tired and hate everything, every piece of memory kept in my mind became the best weapon to destroy me in a minute..

WTF had I been through that enable me to be immune and act another me in front of everyone??

WTF should I do to get rid of everything??

"Treat as a birthday celebration, just the two of us go out together, can??"

I dun need to keep this like a birthday wish anymore, since it will not going to happen!!!!

I most hope it will be a YES answer,

but I do not have the courage to ask..

HHAHAHHAHAHHAHHA..

What a JOKE!!!!

I FUCKING HOPE EVERYTHING STOP!!!!!!!

Then I can restart my life all over,

who cares if the time can cure my pain,

now I just want it to get out of my life!!!!

Stop bothering me anymore..

THANKS now,

so far I can still filled myself in words and shows,

when there is nothing for me to do, I guess I am gonna turn emotional again..

YQ said now I dun need him anymore,

because I stop sharing my problems with him,

who knows, I am just stopping myself to rely him too much..

YEAH, nothing much after finished grumbling..

While YQ keep asking me to go out join them and peeping into my posting,

he seems normal, after that incident,

so I will need to be normal too..

=DDDDDD

*one day, I will even forget the person*