因为爱妳，所以我愿意相信妳做的每一个决定。

因为疼我，所以妳顾忌所有对我有害的事情。

可是，我们都忘记问问对方，什么才是他们想要的。

YQ said, if I feel sick again can go to his house and let him look after me since I dun allow him to come over my house..

He is sweet, too sweet for me to handle at the time being now..

I can even mentioned to him, I hope he can only stay till July, at least after 22nd of July..

He just stayed quiet and let me finished what I want to say..

Because he thought I am just sick and talking rubbish that I will forget once I am recovered,

if you saw this, please believe whatever I said were true and I mean it..

OK, he received the reservice letter and off for reservice in two weeks time,

I am going to have a three weeks break without his nagging and no need to worry about him too much, even though he had already started to ask me look after the society and his brothers..

Then I say until so highly, till the end also help him do whatever he say,

so my words sometime couldnt treat too serious also..

He asked me if I will still wonder or dwell over,

who knows I actually can put down or maybe stop thinking that much already??

I am surprised too..

Even him heard me saying this answer, he stunned too..

So life is unpredictable, this moment I can still say 'love you', next moment I saw you hugging another person..

I always dun believe this,

the more you love, the deeper hatred you have..

But now, I guess I am doing like how this sentence talking about,

if one fine day, I started to hate the person I loved the most, what should I do then??

*my answer : never stop beating*