Sunday, April 25, 2010

可能我没办法也像你爱我般一样地爱你,

可是我愿意做一百件令你心安的事。

或许我们之间还是少了些什么,但是只要我身旁有你,你身旁有我,

所有的事,都能迎刃而解的。

因为,我们才是彼此心目中的,‘安心’

I had been a good kid in front of YQ this few days, ever since our consecutive arguments,
I learn to be better towards him, because most of the argument were I the one whom started it..
And for the pathetically few times, he was provoked by me..
Yesterday, chatted so long with him and finally got some of his ideas over our arguments,
from the first argument, to the last one..
He said alot to me, and I felt pampered..
=DDDD

I guess this is how we maintain the invisible status,
when everyone started to question what am I to him, he can loudly say who am I,
but in my situation, I cant..
Because I know, everything wont last long..
How many one year do I still have??
How many days can I still count down to??
Both of us are confused..

We are lucky, too lucky till we think it dun belongs to us,
therefore we intend to escape..
He asked me, if time will to return and he didnt leave me behind two years ago,
will my decision be different now??
I must really say, YES it will be a different..
But what to do??
We dun hold the ability to turn back time..

Everything pre-destined,
at the moment you are gone, leave me behind to face everything all alone,
that is always a part missing, regardless how hard we try to amend it,
it just dun seems to be the same anymore..
Create a new life and allow us to stay inside together,
this is what you desire but not what I want..

OK, YQ said my eyesight seriously deteriorating so advise me to go visit a doctor soon before he gonna drag me down..
It is so freaking scary!!!!
What if something bad really happen on me??
So, I wont go see any doctor at the time being, unless I fainted..
=DDDDD

*no, it just kept deep in my heart*

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