Saturday, April 17, 2010

“如果连他都会骗我,那这个世界我还能相信谁?”

OK, when I can already stop thinking, stop dwelling over the memories,
even my dream brought me and him together..
I never thought of anything about him after that day, but why those dreams still haunting me down, creating a chaos in my life again??
So do I need to try everything again??

Brought YQ and gang for the movie "MONGA", though I watched it already but still drag them to watch again..
A movie talking about BROTHERHOOD, that simply suit their life,
after that movie, they silent for like half an hour then turned back normal..

Then when we reached home, everyone stayed at the living room while I went back the room,
overheard something when I sneaked out of the room..
FUCKING TRAGIC~~~
YES, YQ is still the most fortunate one..
Even he felt gulity when talking to his brothers,
but I guessed everyone know my intention and yet no one willing to mention,
therefore I kept my mouth SHUT..

The entire night, YQ was like blaming me..
YEAH, blamed me over his bunch of brothers,
in the first place, I shouldnt be so busybody to interfere their problem!!!
Who will believe he is already out of the place??
Who can prove to me he means nothing to the place anymore??

Maybe I am really too busybody, after all what I am to them??
FRIEND? SISTER? or GIRLFRIEND?
Simply stop using the same old excuse to fight with me,
I feel so fucking fake hearing it again and again..

-----------------------end case------------------------

Went to look for Xiujing today, got some books from her..
=DDDDDD
Started reading the first one, and then I realised those thoughts that happened before were true, before I can find an excuse to deny it, the explanation came..
Luckily, I thought of those in the first place..
If not, it wont be that easy now..

OK, before reading those books, must first finish my story..
=DDDDD
Finally can put a stop on the story, after a HAPPY ENDING~~~

*hope it can end my dream too*

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