finally this show is out!!!!!
juv finish watching episode 1....
so damn nice and excited de lo....=DD
love this show becos of the lead, AARON....=DD
waiting for episode 2 lo....

ii know human being is hard to satisfy,
becos ii am like this too.....
ii will oso suspect others words,
so others will oso do the same,
therefore, it is human instinct.....
ii dun wan to sae something tat are all pointless now....
juv to tell all who concern,
this onlii matters both of us,
so let us solve ourselves....

this wasnt the first time ii being said those words,
ii know it wont be the last time too...
ii dun need to tell everii one wat made mii changed,
becos even my best friend jessica oso dunno,
in this whole world, ii onlii told one person.....
regardless how close you are with mii,
ii oso didnt sae.....
tat person is realii a random person,
ii oso didnt expected the person will be him.....

tat person isnt yiqiang, it was shawn....
maybe becos he and mii wasnt tat close, so ii could tell him this matter so freely.....
ii am not talking about the bbq matter.....
shawn said something tat made mii think over and over again.....
if one day, ii got exposed, will ii still lead the same life as now????
ii dunno, ii oso dun hope to know.....
becos ii know, these days ii wont be leading long.....
ii do not need to worrii about being exposed,
becos shawn oso saw it by coincidence....
there wont be coincidence happen everii day,
so ii do not need to worrii.....
ii console myself by this,
shawn encouragement oso works.....

saying these are not to defend myself for anii thing,
but if no one believes, den ii cant sae anii thing....
it is hard to gain trust from someone,
becos juv a mistake, your trust will being questioned,
therefore, if it is hard to trust someone,
den ii can onlii depend on myself....
becos onlii myself wont betray myself.....

since it wasnt the first time ii heard all those comments,
den of cos ii can face it freely.....
shameless or thick-skin, whatever wanna sae,
everii one will haf a secret tat belongs to them,
this secret is realii not to reveal.....
ii dislike to sae everii thing out,
this was wat ii chosen,
so ii could onlii face it myself.....
anii outcome, ii will face it.....

也许绝望的人，更相信‘奇迹’。。。
我还没到绝望的地步，
所以我会一步步地走向我的梦想！！！
一个我从小的梦想。。。
因为只有梦想，不会变！！！
不知道会花多久才能梦想成真，
可是，只要自己付出过，
我就不会遗憾。。。
我还是不愿意向‘命运’低头！！！
所以，‘命运’我不会怕你的！！！