how long can a guy LOVE his girl???
how long can a girl LOVE her guy???
no matter how the LOVE be said,
it oso meant for tat moment onlii....
there are lots of my friends around,
got dumped, got married....
everii one is pursing their happiness,
not everii one able to get the happiness they wan,
however, the methods they use are different.....

manyu gave mii tis blog link,
read this girl blog,
one of her verii best friend - PASSED AWAY!!!!!
their relationship is like,
mii and jessica,
manyu and qiuling....
was so sad,
somemore this blog owner still in the same sch as mii.....
OMG!!!!
so young jiu passed away,
her friend still keep dreamt of her......

juv like how SHAWN treat his girlfriend.....
ii still remember when ii asked him to join mii down to manyu's bbq,
he told mii tat, he dun wish to be a substitute for mii,
and he oso dun wish, ii be a substitute for him.....
both of our heart harden,
when the moment our loved ones was gone.....
so ii wanted him to refresh my feelings,
but he do not hope to be a substitute....
TRUE....
who would like to be a substitute????

ii believe ii am sharp yet stupid.....
why do ii still hoping to get a different answer from you????
ii am able to use a different way to ask you,
let you tink tat ii am onlii concerning you,
but the fact is, ii wanted to see wat is your feelings....
this realii proved tat ii am stupid AGAIN!!!!!
your heart is alreadii occuppied.....
despite how hard ii tried,
it seems wont open for mii.....
but ii oso dunno why do ii wan to open your heart,
when ii do not holds anii feelings on you????
maybe ii juv need a shoulder to lean on,
so ii found you......

TAN YIQIANG,
why do we met each other in the wrong time???
ii thought it wasnt you tat make mii feel so depressed,
but... it dun seems so.....
when you with mii,
you told mii not to jealous those couples,
den now you are not with mii.....
ii didnt envy those couples,
juv tat when in the late midnight,
in a cold cold night,
who could come and console mii????

becos ii like to bottle everii unhappiness in mii,
so it wasnt others fault of not knowing....
tat is why ii need some one who understand mii,
do not need mii to sae everii thing,
and he will come and console and make mii laugh....
but it juv seems so hard....
but ii will make myself be stronger,
becos female with confidence look the best....=DD

the next one will be better than the previous one....
if you believe it, den you will look forward for the next one....
if tat is yours, regardless how far you pushed it away,
at last, it will still be by your side....

被爱的女人，最幸福。。
因为不用在乎那男人会离开她。。
她不用害怕男人会少爱她，
因为男人爱她比爱自己还多。。
可是，她却不知道，
自己在不知不觉中已经爱上那男人了。。
也因为男人找不到女人的‘爱’，
累了、倦了、不舍，所以离开了。。。
这时候，女人又是“一个人”了。。。

manyu's bbq on tomorrow,
wat is the point to wear so pretty,
when ii know he wont look at mii???
hahahahhax.....
sound so ridiculous and shameless!!!!!
however.... no feelings le.....
oso wont have feelings to him anii more!!!!

*when the best come, cherish it before it miss again*