"timeless love never comes again"
ii am always wanting a different reaction from you,
however, everii time you disappointed mii.....
with no much excuses,
you made mii disappointed again and again....
ii didnt meant to blame you or wat,
cos if this is wat ii deserve, ii am willing to take it....
however, when more and more disappointments crashed to mii at the same time,
ii dunno will ii have the strength to continue believing in all this???

okiie.....
maybe ii realii have a "third party" face???
cos everii guy tat ii know, he will has a girl beside him,
thus will tink ii am snatching their guy???
OMG!!!!
ii might be realii a "狐狸精" in my last life,
if not why am ii suffering this now???
hahahahhax.....
ii wont look at it too seriously,
cos anii way, she is not my friend either....=PP
(not my best friend's matter, more below)

yesterday, after my visit to my brother,
went bishan to look for "终极一家" DVD,
but no stocks, so might need to wait.....
and my brother realii made mii so damn PISSED!!!!
ii give in so much, but yet he onlii remember wat ii done wrong....
FUCK!!!!!
okiie....
ii wont be a nice person anii more,
at least towards my brother.....
might consider to stay at my ah ma hse,
rather than seeing him at home.....

reached home at 6plus,
planning to wait for my daddy back home den go for dinner,
den shawn called mii....
the onlii thing tat he tempted mii,
was ii can drink....=DD
YEAH!!!!!
so let my mother wait for my daddy,
den shawn came and fetch mii for dinner, den head to one of his friend's hse.....
okiie.....
the girl was so SHOCKED to see mii there....
she pulled mii up while ii was sitting on the floor.....
kept saying tat ii snatch her guy,
den shawn pulled her out,
till the last time she pulled mii up,
ii oso shouted back to her......
den she rise her hand, wanted to slap mii!!!!!
okiie....
ii oso dunno why will my life be so dramatic.....
shawn held her hand on time,
finish my last slip of vodka, ii left....

shawn ran towards mii,
and insist to sent mii home....
ii LOVE riding on motor bike....
anii way, oso not ii driving...=P
shawn sent mii home, and told mii not to tink of tat girl anii more...
ii dunno wat to sae,
cos to be frank, ii feel nothing from shawn....
his heart onlii got JOANNA,
den my heart was closed....
ii didnt wan to get a guy now,
becos ii am able to go home even though ii am drunk....
trust no one except yourself,
ii am doin wat ii said....
so ii wont wan to contradict myself anii more!!!!

就算一切我都得重新开始，
我也不能有任何的怨言，
因为我再怎么不想离开，
到头来还是没用。。。
虽然我相信奇迹，
可是我却痛恨命运！！！