HAPPII 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MANYU.....
reached home, started bloggin.....
ii wasnt drunk, juv tat feel giddy cos ii turned too much.....
lots and lots of things happened....
from the start of the bbq till the end of it,
ii can still sense the different even if ii am now at home.....

manyu reached there later than expected,
so start fire, need entertain us....
at last,
mii, jessica, jason, boonling and ryan,
went the E Hub walk walk.....
cos the bbq there onlii have manyu's relative,
so we didnt went over....
the time we returned,
fire was alreadii started,
more friends came,
manyu alone need run here and there.....

she felt verii guilty cos she couldnt entertain all of us....
she hope us to understand,
and to be frank, we did......
join her when we came from E Hub.....
ryan ate alot while mii, jessica, jason, boonling and jacob,
stood aside to hear wat happened on jacob and his stead....
story telling......
till a moment,
jacob said ii am a LOUDSPEAKER!!!!!
WTF!!!!!!!!
den ii 'dulan' so didnt talk....
even he asked mii to take drinks for him,
ii oso didnt take....

den after cutting the cake,
drink VODKA!!!!!
it was so shiok la!!!!!
mii and jessica drank 3/4 of PURE vodka,
but ii drank a slip of persi la....
giddy the whole way,
when went to toilet, sent qiuling out, went cheers,
ii still asked anson to piggyback mii.....

all this happened!!!!!
the moment ii stayed close with anson,
manyu's relatives and parents saw all this.....
becos ii am intimate with anson,
so it looked tat ii am like anson's stead....
somemore when we came back from cheers,
anson wanted to smoke and asked for cigarette from jason,
den ii told him tat manyu was walking towards us....
so when manyu walked towards us,
ii complained to her tat, anson wanted to smoke,
so many tokd anson, if he smoked,
he will get it from her....
den anson stopped asking for cigarette....

becos ii might be drunk le,
so ii kept leaning on anson's shoulder,
den jessica went to ask manyu,
if there are anii vodka left,
den manyu's parents nagged at her....
to be frank,
if your birthday, and your parents still keep nagging at you,
will you feel great???
surely wont de lo!!!!
so manyu cried again....

ii dun mind saying my verii own feelings and thoughts out here,
becos ii tink everii one who knew this incident should know....
ii admit, ii am verii desperate for guys this few days....
cos ii cant tolerate the coldness in the night by myself,
ii need a shoulder to lean on.....
when ii drunk,
ii thought tat shoulder will be anson,
so ii keep disturb him, keep wantin him to play around with mii.....
ii did the same to jacob too....
ii lean on him and held his hands when ii snatchin cigarette from him.....

something manyu said correctly......
she said if a guy could said he like you,
but the other hand still act so intimate to another girl,
some more tat girl is your best friend,
wat will you feel????
to be frank,
ii felt myself so SHAMELESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ii did things without thinking......
maybe ii could sae,
ii am juv ATTRACTING ATTENTION!!!!!!!!
ii wanted a guy to notice mii,
know tat ii am a girl,
know tat ii need someone at tat moment!!!!!!
tat guy is ANSON.....

ii knew anson holds someone important than mii in his heart,
this is something tat ii couldnt changed....
even though he might be intimate to mii,
but seriously, ii feel nothing on him....
manyu, you always said your six sense verii accurate,
could you oso trust my six sense for this time????
ii oso believe my six sense,
some more ii am the one who 'intimate' with him!!!!
ii will know did he hold or didnt hold my hands,
he didnt held my hands,
was ii the one who held him....
ii am the one who approached him,
so ii apologize becos,
ii am juv too SHAMELESS!!!!!

maybe becos ii didnt let others two-timer before,
so ii cant realii know how you feel,
but ii can see how much you picked up yourselves,
after the broke up with xxx.....
ii can feel the pain too.....
believe it or not....
ii remember ii said to jessica before,
ii regretted of not helping you to teach xxx a lesson,
cos ii cherish, therefore ii want to do so....
but now.....
whatever ii said, became excuses....
shouldnt used drunk as excuse.....

if manyu did this on yiqiang on my birthday,
how will ii feel???
some more when this time my ex msg mii,
will ii still stay so calm????
hahahax....
ii dun tink ii will....
to guy who said "love mii" or "like mii",
but he acts in a different way,
could ii still sae, he "love mii" or "like mii"????
everii one had it limit....
this time round,
both mii and manyu hits our limit.....

YES or NO.....
onlii one answer.....
if ii could tink before ii act,
will everii thin be fine???
if ii could not wanting a guy so desperately.
will our friendship not torned???

全都是废话！！！
如果你真的喜欢我，
不可能会是‘不知道’的！！！！
不爱我，就别靠近我！！！！
我突然，好讨厌这种个性的我！！！
男人婆、主动、不要脸！！！！
就连我自己，都厌倦这样的自己。。。
更何况是你！！！
不要问我现在心里怎么想，
我不知道！！！
我只知道，今天过后，
我可能会少个朋友。。。
一个了解我的朋友。。。。
不是在说假话，全都是真心话。。。
你不相信，我也没办法了。。。