Wednesday, November 26, 2008

HAPPII BIRTHDAY TO REX LEE....=D
juv mentioned him to my friend last few days,
den ytd he called mii and told mii tat was his birthday...
asked mii to wish him,
he so damn CUTE la....
called mii juv to ask mii wish him "happii birthday"....=DD
ii teased him and his reply was,
"cos ii know you dunno my brithday ma,
so ii called and tell you lo..."
okiie....
22nd Birthday, still acts like little kid....
same as "mo mo ren"....
however, becos "mo mo ren" is like tat,
tat is why ii LOVE him so much!!!!

ii woke up so early today,
cos ii had a terrible nightmare!!!!
so long ever since ii dreamt of David....
ii saw myself talking happily and playing around with him,
he could still jump, still laugh, still talk....
and his smile and his voice ii could hear so clearly......
but the scene of the accident showed in my dream again!!!!
ii saw a bouquet of blue roses stained with BLOOD!!!
ii saw David laying on the road!!!
ii saw the necklace tat he held in his hand!!!
why will ii dreamt of him out of a sudden???


To see your dead sibling, relative, or friend alive in your dream, indicates that you miss them and are trying to relive your old experiences you had with them. In trying to keep up with the pace of your daily waking life, you dreams may serve as your only outlet in coping and coming to terms with the loss of a loved one.

To dream about the death of a loved one, suggests that you are lacking a certain aspect or quality that the loved one embodies. Ask yourself what makes this person special or what do you like about him. It is that very quality that you are lacking in your own relationship or circumstances. Alternatively, it indicates that whatever that person represents has no part in your own life.

ii am realii holding memories on David,
however, why should ii experienced it again???
ii start to miss him le la....
den come to school, feel moody....
okiie....
ii didnt talk much to "him"....
still remember wat he told mii,
tat made mii feel so down again....

mood changed better,
cos ii tried not to tink so much,
as ii know it is useless.....
David wont come alive and ii wont able to hear his voice anii more....
the onlii thing ii could do is to,
lead my life better and able to let him see my SMILE.....=DD

okiie....
CREDITS TO CHEW SIKAI AGAIN....
for the two computing lessons,
he helped mii so much tat ii got 2 'As' for VB.....
total, ii got 3 'As' for my computing....
however, my predicted module grade is C+,
cos my UTs suckx!!!!!!!
and my classmates credits mii too...
hehehehehex...=DD

ShaWn.... =DD
thanks for your accompany in all those days....
ii wan to be more independent,
so you oso dun DOTE or GIVE IN to mii too much....
{dun scared ii fall in love on you ma?? JOKING...=P}
ii believe everii one able to have happiness of their own....
even though their definition of happiness is different,
but everii one deserve "happiness",
becos this is LIFE....

*被爱虽然幸福,
可是如果和一个不喜欢的人在一起,
这就不会辛苦吗??*

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