Tuesday, July 15, 2008

没有最后的问候
分手的那天是哪天
那天就是结束
那时怎么就不知道呢
一句梦话
就会高兴的人
要走到什么地方
现在还是放不下吗
要走多久才会完
让我充满期待的那条路
为了什么要走 为什么要走.
累了 因爱而累

还能再见面吗
我没办法走下去的话
就是思念到要死
也无法再见面了
相爱 即使是相爱
艰难地守护了这份爱
说什么也不能走下去了
累了 已经走的够远了
要走多久才会完
我们算是爱过了吗
为了什么要走 为什么要走
累了 因爱而累

说什么也不能走下去了
累了 因爱而累

ii actually dun wan to put tis song up now de....
but tis few days watch the korea show, den LOVE tis song....
but ii cant download tis song cos keep wan mii install other things...
so pek cek den dun download...
anii one read my blog help mii find...
the song name is 因爱而累...

ii always hopin things to happen by my way...
however, when ii noe tat are impossible, ii try not to be greedy....
so ii work hard to achieve those ii m able to do....
however..............it still failed.................
ii never expect myself to walk too far....
ii juv hope it can be fair to mii.....
why cant grant my wish????

我不知道人生的尽头长什么样子,
却知道路的尽头长什么样子。。。
我不想痛苦地生活着,
却也不想白痴地结束。。。
可是,当我以为成功离我很近时,
现实却又把我推入了绝望里。。。
一路走来,有什么是我想要又得到的??
好累,好辛苦哦。。。
还有多少力气和勇气来支撑我走下去呢??
感觉我好像随时都会倒下一样。。。

daphne seems so emo ma???
cos somethin happened to mii ytd....
ii need to hide my feelings again....
becos ii am forced to be so....
but was juv ii dun wan others to worrii or suffer the same as mii...
so why m ii grumblin here???
is all becos of my stupid, foolish and nice character.....
so even ii called jing see ytd,
he speak to mii different from normal...
cos ii told him ii dun feel happii.....
of cos... my dear lao po oso came and console mii.... :P
so sweet.....=D

den watched my korea show....
finally my finace called...... =P (tink too deep le)
"haf u eaten dinner???" (his first sentence to mii)
"so late le.... of cos got eat la...." (ii m holdin back my tears)
"good.... eat medicine le ma??"
"not yet... before go bed den eat..."
not sure whether did he knew actually ii dun sounded right....
cos he keep cracking jokes to mii.....

ii will let myself walk as far as ii could....
however... ii cant guarantee tat ii will succeed...
since ii had walked so far if wanted mii to give up now....
ii will feel not worth it.....
so ii keep tellin myself juv bear for the time being....
it will change....
however.... m ii juv consoling myself?????

*ii need more strength and courage to walk down.....*

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