ii dreamt of a happiness and lovely dream last night....
ii still remember the dream le... =D
ii m able to remember the guy face.... =DDD
ii m so happii la.... =)
so when ii woke up tis morning, ii was sittin upright and thinkin of the dream la....
it actually make my day so happii today....=DDDD

however, ii realized somethin....
when ii am able to remember every detail or faces of the dream,
it wont come true!!!!
for example,
ii remember ii dreamt together wif jacob and alwin...
but it didnt fulfil....
ii dreamt of cats chasing mii and made mii scared of cats now...
it didnt fulfil too....
so can ii conclude, whenever ii remember wat ii dreamt,
the dream wont come true????

becos tis are all dreams....
not reality....
however, ii m still able to differentiate,
wat is dream and wat is reality....
even though others will sae when readin novel,
ii m not facin reality....
but ii can sae loudly!!!!!!!!!
ii m able to differentiate!!!!!!!!!!!!
ii m facin the reality!!!!!!!!
dun judge people when seein it outlook.....
without understandin or knowing,
how could u noe well abt tis person?????

oh ya!!!!
juv to sae somehtin lo.... (off topic de la)
yiqiang's friend passed away....
last sat....
tat day ii was at his house la, but he didnt knew anii thin yet...
wait till next day, calvin den sae their friend passed away tis morning....
which was sunday morning la.....
ytd went over his funeral le...
was at clementi....
the guy was about 24 years old ba???
got into a gang fight, den kanna hit at head,
so "bye bye" lo....
haiix.... =(
even though not verii close to him la,
but at least still got chit chat de....
so wasted siia....
heard tat his girlfriend cried like shit la!!!!!!!!!!
some more gang fight tat day,
his girlfriend still please him not to go....
it is realii fated la!!!! ~~>_<~~

luckily now yiqiang dun involved in all tis anii more....
if not, later the one tat cry should be mii le...
den tat stupid TAN YIQIANG, still dare to sae ii tink too much....
ii thought it is quite normal???
saw all tis will haf thoughts for tis de ma....
still call himself romantic!!!!????
WTH la!!!!
where got romantic????=_="'
but he actually take leave la...
cos tuesday go burn the body ma....
so yiqiang goin too,
but ii m not followin...
ii followed him went over yesterday le...
den goin later again lo...
but tml cant accompany him there,
cos got school....

其实，我知道你在我心中的地位的，
可是。。。不行还是不行！！
因为，太累了！！
爱得太累，太久了！！
一路陪伴着我的你，
难道不会累吗？？
我知道，就算你觉得累了，
你也不会说。。
比起我，你更坚强呢！！
我一点都没法和你比。。
你了解连我自己都不了解的自己，
你明白我，关心我，照顾我。
不是美女的我，何德何能让你如此痴情呢？？
我愿意不爱你。。。

if he read tis post, he sure will nag at mii again de la...
but ii dun tink he haf the time la....
he still need to modify and change his contract deal...
den tml goin his friend's funeral...
but he is comin out tis sat....
his last dya of reservice le....
but the preview tickets are oso on tis comin sat...
so how???? ?_?
but ii told him last night le la....
so mayb meetin him on sunday lo...
since he leavin on next monday...
tat means ii haf lesser time left...
honestly... ii did tink of tis always...
ii didnt stop thinkin since he came back...
it was onlii how ii choose to decide...

*it is my destiny... waitin, waitin, waitin...*