daphne seems to haf lots of tears nowadays....
she can cried for show, cried for unfairness, cried for argument, cried for everii thin....
she dislike herself to be so emotional...
but it seems so difficult for her....
she might not worked hard enough,
but cant u juv grant her a small wish???
she juv wan things tat she wan...
but since u cant grant her greediness,
den why dun u grant her selfishness???

u gave her a good brain and great sensitivity,
but iziit wat u gave her good or bad???
she lose things becos of those gifts u given....
is it her fortune or her agony????
she dun believe those fate or religious....
becos she noe, even though she pray or believe them,
they wont grant her wish...
so.... wat is the point for her to believe and pray for it????

daphne 并没有你们想象中那么勇敢，
她也有喜怒哀乐，
她也有想休息的时候，
她也有碰到困难的时候，
她也有梦想，
她也有软弱的一面，
她也有累倒的时候，
她也有痛苦绝望的时候，
她也有不想做违背自己意思的事的时候。。
她渴望爱情，
她渴望有个能让她依靠的肩膀，
她渴望有人能走到她面前安慰她别哭，
她渴望得到温暖。。
不过。。。仿佛一切都是她的痴心妄想！！！

becos daphne is too selfish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
she wan the guy tat lent her shoulder haf her in his heart...
which means she wan the guy love her before console her....
how selfish and greedy is she... isnt????

everii one will tell mii tat,
ii haf one right beside mii....
but wat if ii sae all tis was juv a dream to mii???
he dun seems realistic to mii....
ii feel tat he is like a sky to mii....
sky is beside mii everii time, everii moment...
however.... ii m unable to touch it or grab it....
tats why.... he dun seems realistic to mii.....

结束吧！！！
放手吧！！！
清醒吧！！！
daphne ng....
juv be wat u are before....
no matter how much u hate ur character or life.....
u cant change it....
so dun grumble those tat wont fulfil....
continue ur life and walk forward.....

会有个爱你比你爱他还深的人出现的，
他会因为你不开心而不开心，
他会因为你笑而跟着笑，
他会因为害怕失去你而牢牢抓住你，
他会因为要逗你笑而作任何事，
只要是你要他做的，
他都会为你去做的。。。
所以，daphne。。。
再支撑下去，再继续走下去，
如果现在放弃一切，
不就前功尽弃了吗？？？
你会甘心吗？？你会舍得吗？？

yiqiang....
dun worrii....
ii m fine.... =)
ii expected u to noe tat ii m not in the good mood tis few days....
tats why u keep crack jokes wif mii,
tell mii wat happen to ur camp,
and tell mii tis sat u goin for the NDP patrol wan...
becos u noe ii m interested in all tis....
so ii didnt disappointed u....
ii told u wat ii watchin,
ii told u how nice is the show,
ii told u ii kinda miss u even though ii dunno whether it is habit or real....
however.... ii didnt tell u, wat happen to mii.....
becos no matter how gentleman is u,
when u are angrii, u will still punch him down.....
the 'him' is my brother....
and if let u noe wat happen to mii,
u sure will wan to bring mii to canada de....
not tat ii dun wan to go canada,
is becos ii dun wan to drag u down and suffer wif mii....
so plz.... give mii more time.....
ii noe u haf given mii much time,
but i still wan more.....
so plz..... grant mii.......
forgive my stubborn and unreasonable again...

*就算一切会消失，对你的回忆一定不会消失。。。*