like verii long didnt update my blog le....
tat manyu keep rushin mii...
so come update lo... =D

my gastric hurt tis few days...
until thu den fine again....
who called mii wan drank so much la...
but actually... it realii tasted nice oh!!!! =DDDD
wed morning...
yiqiang came back.... (yeah!!!)
he told mii he will reached singapore at the niitex...
but he came back earlier to give mii a surprise...
haiix.... =(
in the end... was ii gave him a surprise....
cos he saw my face so pale and no life....
he was so shocked den pull mii in to his car and drove mii away la...

he drove mii to chris's clinic lo...
no need ii open my mouth to speak....
tat stupid yiqiang alreadii sae my bad words le....
"chris! give her more medicines la!! she wont listen to ur advices!!!"
yiqiang muz be siiaox le... ={
he was so vexed and cant even sit down la...
den chris asked mii wat haf ii ate the last few days....
everii one!!! he asked mii wat haf ii ate riitex?? not wat haf ii drank hor??
so ii told him wat ii ate la... =)
den chris said ii haf been eatin everii time why will ii haf gastric pain???
finally yiqiang return his calmness and asked mii.... (wif his eyes staring at mii!!!)
"u go drink iziit???" (my head was facin the floor... ) :'(
"ya la!!!" (ii didnt shout oh... cos if ii shout, he sure angrier de...)

den finally let chris nag finish...
take medicine, pay money... damn EX de la!!!!!
even though was yiqiang the one who paid....
oso becos was yiqiang paid for it, made mii more guilty la....
got out the clinic den yiqiang turn to nag.... +_+
everii time nag the same old sentence....
but tis time he add somethin new...
"ii better go tell ur parents let them allow mii to bring back to canada!!!"
oops!!! serious ar??? :'P
u tink ii scared meh??? >_<
if ii dun wan to go... u thought my parents can force mii meh!!!!
stupid TAN YIQIANG!!!! =PPP

ii asked him to go out wif mii and jessica and jordan....
expected wat he will sae!!!
"ii verii busy le... ii need do a report for tis new deal..."
haiix... u thought can trick mii wif tis level of lie???
no matter how important the deal is, u will sure go out wif mii de lo...
dunno why u wan avoid my friends de lo...
they not beasts or monsters riitex???
stubborn BOY!!!!
so old le still so childish.... ~>_<~

YiQiang....
u will read my blog so ii write tis for u....
ii didnt wan to haf anii regrets but it seems to be verii difficult....
actually u might oso expected my answer le, isnt???
ii allow myself to rely on u...
tis might change my answer ii made beforehand...
however.... are u realii tink ii m worth it for u???
ii always lecture other guys not to be so foolish....
give up the gal since her heart do not haf u....
is not worth it to give in so much as she unable to repay u....
but when the case happened on ourselves...
ii unable to sae all those reasons to us....

ii will cherish everii moment wif u...
no matter how long can we go,
ii can tell u firmly tat....
you are always in my mind....
ii cant sae ii love u,
but ii can sae u will be in my mind....

我知道，你一定以为我要离开了，
所以才对你说那么多好听的话。。
但是，你放心！！
我不会离开的！！
我可以答应你，我不会不告而别的。。
你当初说过，四年后回来接我。。。
而我也说过，我会利用这段时间来想清楚，
我是否爱你。。。
现在，这约定还在吗？？
虽说是我先违背我们的约定，
可是我还是好自私地希望，
你不会忘记。。。

becos ii thought we will haf alot of time...
so no point tink of those problems in the past...
but now no much time left...
so ii muz sort out now...
ii dun wan to haf anii regrets, so ii muz and need to sort out!!!!

*ii will take all ur agony in order to let u haf the freedom... in next life, let us juv be two normal and ordinary person... wif no other factors tat stop us...*