today too lazy to wake up...
but bo bian... muz come sch...
and ii verii guai oh...
ii got tink of my problem... :P
actually... is ii realize the time la... =P
qiang qiang comin back le...
so damn scared de...
even though will miss him la..
but when the day come closer, ii feel nervous....

manyu... ii oso verii good de...
a post for u...
Ong ManYu... knew tis gal from sec 2...
she was appointed to "teach mii guai"...
but in the end, both of us naughty together...
dun ask us hu teach bad hu...
cos both of us are innocent...
it was normal at tat age...
rebellious, stubborn, emotional...
lots and lots of things happened too...
break up wif stead, studies failed, tio tai chi...
we saw each other tears and smile...
till now... still the same... accompany each other along... =D

actually tis thought should be knew long ago...
but now den ii rake it up... so slow ba??
since ii and jacob didnt get together,
den wat for ii keep thinkin of him??
how stupid and silly can ii be??
however, compare wif yi qiang,
jacob is nothin... (everii one nod ur head... hahax... =P)

but tat stupid TAN YI QIANG!!!!!!!!!!!
from the day he went back till now (12 days)
onlii web cam once wif mii....
and we talked not more than 1 hour!!!! (becos ii haf sch the next day)
kinda miss him...
but ii cant differentiate is ii miss him or is juv a habit???
however.. he is comin back next week!!!!
YEAH!!!!!!!!!!
muz force him to take photos before he went for a hair cut...
but he so stubborn... =( can ii success???
tis is always the barrier we unable to cross over... =(

actually... calvin hint mii somethin...
ii fake in front him tat ii dunno...
the fact is... ii noe everii thin...
juv like wat ii thought before...
tat was why when ii felt emo tat day ii started to tink through it...
毅镪，
我还是比较喜欢和你说华语。。
我一直都在胡思乱想，
等到你回来，一定又会说教了。。

why dun ii wait for u to come back den sae all our problems face to face??
ii noe if ii ask, u will answer mii truthfully...
but will ii afraid of the answer??
ii dunno...
everii thing ii give a answer of "ii dunno"...
but tis answer could not give too often...
becos it seems like ii m not sure of my own feelin...

however...
ii will be stronger...
strong enough to overcome everii obstacles...
if onlii time can turn back....
ii wan to find back my courage and clear-minded...

*ii juv wan to tell u... u are in my heart...*