DAPHNE NG HOPE TO LEAVE....
however... tis is onlii hope....
everii one have their own problems and emotions...
ii dun hope to see some one becos of mii, get suffer...
my heart is mine....
no one can help mii decide or choose except myself...
ii noe tis but can apply it....

ii juv wanna breathe again,
so ii learn to face the pain and joy,
discover how to laugh a little, cry a little, live a little more....
juv wanna face today and forget the worse yesterday....
ii noe u will always be there
and ii can juv grab u as and when ii like...
but dun u tink ii m too selfish???

ii dun wan u to be juv like mii...
ii unable to grab, but u still able....
dun draag urself so deeply juv for mii...
becos ii noe how it feels so ii dun hope....
remember u told mii a story???
u met a couple in paris and they were about to marry...
but when the guy asked the lady do she love him,
the lady replied "no"...
the guy was shocked as they were goin to marry,
so he asked the lady to explain....
the lady said, becos no matter how much we said we love,
till the end is all nothing....
the guy realized tat he had actually asked a stupid question,
so he smiled and hugged the lady and walked off....

why do we still wanted to purse love or happiness
when we know tat when we leave
everii thing is nothing...
it is better to have love and lost than never be loved at all....
however... is tis realii true???
u might dun love tis person,
but at the end, get married....
always one side will sacrifice more than another party...
so how could we sae both of the parties are both willin???

juv becos u love mii more than ii do....
so u will suffer more than ii do....
but ii dun hope to see u sufferin....

两个不同世界的人，
勉强走在一起，还是会以悲剧收场。。
这道理，你不可能不懂。。
我越想知道的答案，却越是我不敢面对的。。。
我背叛了当初的约定，
曾经我也违背了约定，
现在，历史只是又重演罢了。。。
剩下的，让我解决吧！！
我愿意替你承担一切的伤痛，
只要。。。你没事！！！

*ii m not scarificing my love....
ii cant repay ur love, the onlii thing ii can give....
is my mind....*