*do you tink is important to hold trust on someone??*

[26th Dec 2008]

despite ii slept early yesterday night,

ii still miss the time of meetin Shawn... =PP

it was said by Shawn: "4am wasnt early if you wan to wake up at 9am the next morning"

=PPPP

at least ii wasnt late till too much,

Shawn juv waited for mii about, 1hour????

ii knew he verii tired, still need come over to fetch mii,

so ii treat him eat breakfast,

but he paid!!!!

hahahahhahax.....=DDD

he verii 'da nan ren' wan,

everii thing muz paid by him,

even if the gift is meant to give my friend,

he will oso wan to pay.....

*siiao*

thought he verii rich??!!

(Shawn said:YUP, ii realii quite wealthy..)

back to chalet,

reached there at around 1 plus,

but no one inside the room,

as they go out to the beach.....

which left the bungalow room empty onlii the two of us.....

Shawn is sleeping on a bed upstairs,

so my bags are placed upstairs....

when two persons,

look into each other eyes,

and ii could even see myself in his brown eyes....

okiie...

too overboard le!!!!

at last, one of his friend came in,

therefore, as usual....

we didnt do anii thing over!!!!

lol....

Shawn was too 'angrii',

and keep hit his friend....

stay in the room till everii one came back,

den played mahjong....

ii won around $20plus for Shawn,

ii sat to play but was Shawn the one who guide mii.....

another to sae was,

there is a couple kept themselve in the toilet for more than 1hour.....

okiie....

ii dunno wat they are doing,

but luckily upstairs still got toilet,

if not, my bladder might burst!!!!! =PPP

at night, bbq started....

until around 12plus,

manii people went in to the room le....

but ii dun feel like going back,

so asked Shawn bring mii to the beach....

took a stroll on the beach,

and it realii feels good!!!!

settled down after a 5mins stroll.......

ii asked Shawn a verii stupid question,

"will you ever leave for mii?"

however.... his answer was still the same....

it made mii thought of how YiQiang asked mii,

the same question, different venue.....

history repeat itself....

no matter how hard ii tried to stop it,

it is still useless....

went back to the room,

ii wasnt exhausted, so read my novel....

when Shawn playing play station with his friends....

finish reading my novel,

juv the right time Shawn came up....

YUP...

both of us sleeping in the 'same bed'.....

with his arms as my pillow,

with his voice as my lullaby,

with his warm as my blanket....

ii juv hope to cherish tat moment,

becos ii am afraid,

things will not be going on my way.....

*at least, ii am willing to be with you for this moment..*