MORNING CALLS at 6.15am today....
therefore ii reached class at 8.30am...
OMG!!! so early....
as shawn watched football yesterday night,
so till this morning, thus wake mii up for school....
he is so damn GUAI tat he didnt drink a single slip,
despite bottles of vodka or chivas are in front of him....
"GOOD BOY" to SHAWN...=PP

ii dunno why, but ii realii feel it in this way...
regardless how great ii could perform or hint,
even if you know, you oso wont develop anii other feelings to mii...
ii didnt wan to ask for much,
but at least an answer....
a clear cut answer.....
an answer tat will pull mii back to reality,
than staying in dream....
ii realii hate myself of being the one tat take all the initiatives,
since you dun care, den wat for ii care so much???

FUCKING PISSED BY MY CLASSMATE!!!!!
I HELPED YOU AND YET THIS IS WAT YOU REPAY MII???
FUCKER!!!!!
NEXT TIME DUN EXPECT MII TO HELP YOU ANII MORE!!!!
IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

how people think is their business,
ii couldnt change and unable to change.....
Shawn......
till the day both of us could put down our memories,
den sae ba....=DD
you couldnt forget "JOANNA" now,
ii couldnt forget "YIQIANG"....
it is fair for now,
our status is pretty great now...=DD
HOWEVER, SAME THING HOPE WONT HAPPEN AGAIN....
ii didnt recover from the shock tat day,
so next time both of us couldnt stay in empty room unattended....

ii might let chance slip through my side again,
regardless if it is yiqiang or other people,
becos ii am too "into" the situation,
therefore ii get hurt easily....
nearly shed my tears in class today,
when tat moment ii know you have leave mii,
went to another girl's side.....
you used to hug mii in arms and told mii "ii am the onlii one",
you used to sent mii home when you know ii am afraid of cats,
you used to accompany beside mii regardless wat is my mood,
you used to drive mii around and allows mii to enjoy the world...
however, this ALL became past tense.....

*ii couldnt forget, so do you...*