I AM BACK TO NORMAL.... =DDD
ii decided not to let the matter bother mii too much.....
scolded shawn till ii so guilty,
actually he didnt do anii thing wrong....
he is oso a victim???
hahahahhahax....=PP

he discharge today....
and now should be staying at home and rest....
even though my words didnt stand much impact,
but ii dun allow him to drink for 2weeks....=P
cos he tink was partly his fault tat made mii so pissed off,
and being maligned.....
so he give in to mii this time.....
A PROMISE IS A PROMISE.....
dun broke anii promise you made,
ii dun wish to receive disappointment again....

this time round,
ii realii believe in....
感觉对了，就对了....
when the room onlii left the both of us,
the feelings and tension realii occupied the whole room....
OMG!!!!
the feelings were totally different from tat time with "jacob"....
ii nearly, did something wrong!!!!!
it was realii a sudden feel.....
both of us didnt expected this to happen,
stunned there for more than 3mins,
till ii said "ii am leaving".....

dunno will ii being said,
"SHAMELESS", "BITCH" OR "SLUT" again....
but this time round, ii wont deny,
cos ii realii nearly did something wrong.....
however, ii still believe is 感觉对了，就对了....
at last, we oso didnt do anii thing....=PP
was just onlii for tat moment.....

TAN YIQIANG.....
long time didnt talk about him le....
actually some dramatically thing happened on him....
just like wat both of us expected,
he couldnt run away from reality.....
with a family background like him,
it is realii hard for him to run away from it....
it seems to be a nightmare tat follows him all the way,
he couldnt run and couldnt avoid....
no matter how hard both of us deceiving ourselves,
those tat should happen, wont be avoided....
I AM NOT A FLIRT!!!!!
both of us are in different path when the moment he leave....
ii am not trying to pushing the blame,
but ii just wan make things clear....
yiqiang didnt blame mii,
cos he know from the beginning,
both of us are hardly to get together at the end....
however.... sae not sad, is fake de!!!!
ii couldnt make myself forget,
just hope tat yiqiang could forgive my selfishness again....

ii didnt let myself get through to matter....
it still able to pester my mind whenever ii think of it.....
my "ex" eye candy puzzled my mind again....
if he know wat ii am plannin,
and he still did it the same as mii,
can ii sae both of us hold the same thoughts????
maybe he just playing around with mii onlii,
dun pin too much hopes,
thus wont get the hurts....

*感觉对了，就对了....=DD*