SUNDAY....
went to visit Shawn, den drew on his bandage,
"take care..."
den tat girl wrote,
"you are mine!!!"
hahahhahax....
Shawn keep explain but ii got no much reaction,
maybe cos ii believe Shawn??
hahahhahahahx..........(BHB)

ii always thought your world is hard to walk in,
but actually you open the door for mii,
is it mii the one who refuse to walk in,
or you hang a board and said,
"stranger, pls LEAVE..."???
ii seen those things too much,
so ii am fear of it???
if you are belong to mii,
regardless how much time ii need to wait,
you will still be by my side at the end???

应该是我害怕你会不告而别吧？？
对你真的是爱情还是因为寂寞？？
为了弥补上一段恋情的失败，
所以才想和你在一起？？？
毅镪，
可能我是在和你赌气吧？？
一直希望你是个普通人，
却不知道，其实平凡的我，要的却不普通！！

"dun tink your ex hurt you deeply den anii how find a guy??"
ii dislike people treat mii as substitute but ii did it to others???
sometime just hate how ii contradict myself.....
ii act as if my heart was dead,
but ii forgot how cruel life is.....
waiting could get wat ii wan,
but this kind of fate is meant to meet but not to pursue....

why suddenly so emo,
cos ii heard a love story from my friend....
there was this girl find no secure from her boyfriend,
but she didnt know how much her boyfriend actually sacrifice for her....
one day, when this girl two-timer her boyfriend,
her boyfriend told her tat "ii dun mind if you got another one, ii just like who you are"
even though this guy is foolish,
but his sacrifices realii made this girl turn back.....
however, not long later....
this guy changed his heart,
he will together with another girl....
when they broke off, he actually told the girl,
"ii dislike to lose!! you made mii lose my face, ii am just wanting back my face!!"

a guy could said lots of sweet talk to a girl,
even though this is onlii one of the failure example,
and ii not sure if ii will meet the same too....
but when more and more failure examples appear in front,
it will make mii too much and much.....
so Shawn expected ii will tink too much,
pulled mii off the table and stop mii of listening.....
but Shawn, you will never know how much ii fear of 'LOVE'!!!!