this few days realii didnt had much things to talk about....

ii am still leading my life greatly,

with my accompany of friends and "him"????

[28th Dec 2008]

everii moment ii couldnt stop myself to tink of 'Tan YiQiang'.....

especially after he told mii the news,

January, 17.....

ii thought everii thing will come to the end,

but human are always selfish,

ii desire more than before.....

how ii hope he wasnt in overseas and is with mii???

however....timeless love wont turn back....

regardless how much regrets ii hold,

reality is still cruel....

shouldnt come here and grumble too much,

cos Shawn is worrying about mii....

however, the more he care,

the more ii hope he will stay by my side....

but he couldnt make it....

so no point pestering him....

Shawn drunk himself again....

and this time round,

he realii told mii a verii SHOCK news....

it realii shocked mii,

but ii believe, ii wont ask him anii thing much....

wait till the day he will tell mii in sober....

Shawn, saw this post go recall yourself ba...=DD

dun need rush yourself,

ii can wait, ii oso believe you can wait....

this kind of things, even if it was mii,

ii oso dunno how to put it in words.....

too complicated for mii to understand,

you must be thinking this right???

so take your time....

Shawn Tan...

爱情到底给了我什么？？

是你对我的疼爱，

你对我的关心，

你为我付出的，

你给我的爱？？？

不明不白，就这样陷入爱情里，

却因为害怕爱情带来的伤害。。。

*想太多了*