holiday....=DD
how do ii spent my holiday???
erm......
not verii happii!!!!!
except receiving jordan's call and message,
the rest..... not verii happii!!!!

friday, last day of school.....
received jordan's msg at the morning told mii tat 'hui kang' oso same camp as him,
den Shawn called and said he goin to sleep,
asked mii to call him when ii reached home....
by the time ii reached home, he called mii le....
after having my dinner at home,
den meet Shawn....
until 10plus received jordan's call...=DDD
so nice of him to call....
den called back to jessica and told her tat jordan called mii....
and jordan is coming on christmas eve 24, till 28 sunday den book in....
YEAH!!!!!
can go out with him lo.....

Shawn Tan, you leave mii behind and go with them....
do you know how long ii take to reach home???
okiie, fine.....
first time ii dun mind,
but you did it the second time and third time?????
you dun care about yourself, den wat for ask mii to care of myself????
ii dun need someone who dunno how to care of himself to come and tell mii wat to do!!!!
you break our promise earlier than wat we promised each other....
ii can forgive you becos tat was realii no choice,
den wat about leaving mii alone????

sat and sunday,
history repeated.....
asked mii out den leave mii alone again!!!!
you tink ii verii good terms with your friends meh???
FUCK!!!!
somemore tat girl oso there,
even though she didnt came to touch mii or wat,
but do you know even her pressence made mii feel uneasy???
and you said will come back and drive mii home,
in the end le???
FUCK!!!!!
dun give mii anii deals or promises when you cant fulfil them.....
ii had enough of it!!!!!!

SHAWN TAN,

IF YOU TINK I AM ANGRII COS YOU LEAVE MII BEHIND,

DEN YOU ARE WRONG.....

YOU DIDNT UNDERSTAND MII WELL,

WAIT TILL YOU KNOW WHY AM I ANGRII OF,

DEN COME AND TELL MII BA.....

ii might realii fall into the love trap again,

tat is why ii will be so agitated.....

ii am afraid tat when the moment ii pick up the phone,

it wasnt you the one who talk to mii,

it is someone whom ii dunno....

both of us said,

"give each of us a chance"

so tat we could put down our past, and move forward....

but if the outcome will be,

mii staying a side and see you risking,

den ii do not have much courage to take it....

我经历过了，生离死别。。

看过了，朋友为死去的男朋友痛哭。。。

我不愿看见自己也和他们一样。。。

我没有勇气再承担多一次！！

ii didnt stop you,

was the most ii could go....

if you wan ask for more,

than bring mii along.....

ii have the confident to accompany you along,

but do not have the courage to see bad things happen....

*if you realii put mii in heart, you will know wat ii am asking for..*