Firstly, I moved house, finally all things shifted and I just sleep overnight there yesterday..
Now then I realized what Jessica mentioned before,
when the time I stepped out of my house, seriously feel like crying,
but what to do??

Secondly, I hurt-ed my back because I followed him to settle some problems..
OK..
Xiujing said she dun want talk to me due to this matter.. =(
Anyway, I almost recovered!!!
And the guy that hit me, received 100 times of hits back.. =D
It was meant to be a 'gang fight', end up everyone punching the same person..
All because, I injured..

This incident seriously made him realized, my decision is firm,
he though I am just kidding when he rake up this topic,
but end up, he know it hurts me so he gave up again for me..
Actually, I also dunno this will happened..
It should be coincidence, or maybe fated??
Just when he mentioned about this topic, next the incident happened..


OH YA..
He found my RED CROSS uniform at his wardrode and asked if I still want the uniform,
of course I do not need it, but guess what he did to it??
The next day, I noticed my bag had a red red thing,
then I walked forward to check it out,
it was my NAME TAG!!!!
HAHAHAHHAHA..
He pinned on my bag and I am bringing it out everyday to school..
THANKS!!!


Think through about it, conclusion I got will always be the same!!!
Anyway, I learned to ignore others and do the way I want..
Even if it hurts in certain ways, but I simply waiting for the hurt instead of waiting for a deeper hurt..
That is why I think I isnt a good girl anyway..

*You say I dunno, did you ever think if I really know*