I have been busy this few days or maybe weeks,

all my days had been burned by my dearest father,

NO outing, NO night life, NO sleeping late,

my life is like totally turn over,

however.. this wont last long,

once I say 'BYE BYE' to Serangoon,

my life will turn back to normal..

Yeah, two more days to 22nd,

last month I still look forward to 22nd,

but for now, I not sure if I should await for this day??

He is always keeping my life as great as he could,

is it I couldnt repay back him,

or our time is really up??

There was a secret that I haven tell anyone,or maybe,

there is no time for me to inform everyone..

Finally, the day came - the day where I saw her face to face!!!

It didnt shown out to what I imagine, or maybe not to any worst state..

I not sure if she was trying to stay calm or she know who am I,

because the first moment she saw me, she just smile and said a 'HI'..

Whereas, I stunned and keep wanting to leave his house,

end up, he totally ignored her and pulled me into his room..

Therefore, led us to a BIG fight!!!

It was a Sunday night, which means yesterday,

just nice I am done with my moving early and so went out with him..

Accompany him down to Orchard, as he want to buy a formal outfit,

after a few window shopping, he finally bought a suit so we head back his house..

He didnt told me that she is at home, or maybe he also dunno if she was at home,

and when the both of us stepped in his house, she still run out from the room and welcome him..

I seriously dunno what to say or do,

but I still blame him of pulling me in to his room and leave her outside,

what if she suspect anything??

Then everything will get out of our control,

I never want to face it, keep on trying to avoid this as much as I could,

however, now all clashed together..

BIG BIG fight, I know shouldnt start the fight, but I feel so unbearable for her..

I am a girl too, can understand how she really feels,

everyone might tell me she is the one who destroy my relationship,

but I always think she is the most innocent one!!!

The decision I made shouldnt let her be the one who bear it,

to someone who know nothing but still been drag into the picture..

Therefore, it ended up with the both of us crying,

and I even broke the couple cup I bought for a gift when he leave..

Of course, I did it unintentionally but it tore our heart..

Quarrel, argument, tears, sadness..

OK, conclusion - I think it lies on me..

Everything will STOP after the 22nd,

no more changes, no more grumbles,

I choose it, I face it!!!!

*SORRY*