MY CHOICE, I FACED

Yeah, for the two who knew what is my problem,
greatly thanks to them because they accompany me along..
Anyway, like everyone said, my choice and I can only face it..

Another news, I am moving house end of this month,
due to some problems, my new flat is finally allocated..
However, it means my new place is much more further than the current place,
and if I want 'someone' to sent me home, will be a NO NO NO again!!!
*haix*

Every minor action is enough for me to be contented,
and in fact, I learnt to get contented easily,
because I want to see myself happier..
I wonder, why do our interaction always occur when we drink??
Can there be once, I can feel your caring when we are clear-minded??

Painted my new house into BLUE!!!!
And I am happy with the outcome,
I slept only for 3 hours plus and woke up extremely early yesterday morning,
start work at 9plus and ended at 5plus in the afternoon!!!
It is tiring, but halfway through,
he came and look for me..

Of course, I am shocked..
And he didnt said much, just told me that his fiancee went out to meet her friends..
Make me feel like a mistress, when the formal wife isnt around then come look for me,
I feel the pain, never will I tried this kind of relationship again,
unless I found the right one another time..

All sort of reasons, and seriously it made me stabilize my own feelings..
Without fail, I am going to wait again,
and I know the days will not be easy for me,
but maybe because the person is you,
since I am willing to place down my past for you,
I guess waiting for you wont be a problem..

*How I hope, you will know my feelings*