UPDATE! UPDATE! UPDATE!


Ok, I realized haven been typing on my blog for the past few days..
Therefore, I am here to post..


I am leading my life as per normal,
school, home, of course planning for Xiujing's birthday celebration..
This coming Saturday, going to Clarke Quay,
and I really hope my "boyfriend" dun ever deceive me..
I will HATE him for it!!!!
FOR SURE!!!!


Jessica said if he really going back this Sunday, then I still assume that he wont cheat me,
till that time, I cried or throw tantrums also useless..
Because, he might only left me a message, I still even imagine what the message will be writing..
"****, I leave without a word, only a message for you.. Please remember, you are the one who pushed me away.. It is very hard for me to blame you, but it is hard for to forget about it too.. I persuaded for thousand of times, but I couldnt change your mind.. I just hope, you will got the happiness you want, or desired for long.. ***"

Ok, because I asked him if he really going to leave without a word,
what will he write in the message, so he told me and then I roughly type out here..
Dun think I can read his mind, and able to get his every single word right..
However, nowadays he is so irritating!!!

Keep opposing to whatever I say,
he stop to give in to me, and wanted me follow his ways..
But, I did it too!!
I grumble a few sentences then agree to him..

Actually, I and my evil thoughts are following me around..
How I hoped everything can goes as I planned,
thus he will be able to stayed, and we can celebrate our two years anniversary,
therefore I say, human is really greedy..
I only wanted to spent our 23months together,
but now I still hoped for our two years anniversary..
End up, I might got nothing except sadness..

因为害怕，所以我连前进的勇气都没有。
因为疲累，所以我静静地合上双眼。
因为爱你，所以我远远地祝福你。