Sometime, it just seems hard to maintain the balance in between people,

despite how well the situation is kept, just a slight attack it break the faith, why??

Because everyone cared, and even lost the ability to differentiate what is the best way, therefore they intend to escape, afraid of getting hurt..

Poor human being, such fragile and must handle with care object..

How does it feel by bottled everything in heart and never release it no matter how hurtful it is??

Comparing with people whom are less fortunate than us, we must learn to be grateful and contented..

To be frank, how many people can really did it??

Just trying hard to do it, but not done yet..

写好一段爱情故事和谈一场爱情是两码子事。

我能写出动人的故事，并不代表我能谈好一场爱情。

The novel I read finished, and after that I am filled with words and storyline in my mind, even thinking of stop writing my previous one and work on a new story..

But ended up, I must continue writing the first one, because I dun bear to give up it..

=DDDDD

“别说，那一段太伤了。”

“这就是你最太的问题，一直反复地说着、想着，这样你要如何往前呢？”

Going to meet YQ later, and he is now searching for the pooh bear I yearn for six years,

every year near to April, he will be doing it but in the end everything done is in vain because the pooh bear we are searching for has nowhere to be found..

Time flies really fast, I am still reminiscing about last year, here comes a new start..

But this year, the pain pierce deeper and harder in my heart..

“不要以为是你连累了我们，因为我们从来不这么想。”

“那时因为你们心疼我，不愿告诉我事情的真相。”

会不会，在我昏倒前，‘你’还一息尚存地等着我呢？

所以，我才会反复地梦到‘你’，越是靠近那一天，感觉越是强烈。

如果当时我没看上那只小熊，如果那天我没被复合的情绪给蒙蔽，如果那天我能更快地到达医院，是不是一切都不会发生了？？

后悔- 在事情发生后，有了悔过之心

遗憾-当遗失了重要的人、事、物后，才感受到心里的震撼

所以，后悔能弥补，遗憾却成了心口的一处缺。。。