THANKS THANKS THANKS..

There isnt anything more I could say, because overall it just ended up with one word,

HATE!!!!!!

I am over the age of not retaliate, dun tell me what is the real meaning of FAMILY, I dun need to know from your mouth..

There are plenty of reasons that keep me back, but the main reason gone missing after your appear, no one will blame me of choosing the way, because you forced me so..

I succeed, I could also be selfish over such matters,

and when I did it, the first thing that came to my mind was, WHY SHOULD I BOTHER??

YES, I should care about my feelings rather than others, I am doing it right now..

Even if I put all my heart in, and it crushed at the end, then who cares about me??

Therefore, dun blame me of being such selfish, because you forced me..

YQ said something really pierce into my heart,

“曾經的妳就算面對再大的事情，也不曾聼妳說要離開，爲什麽現在動不動就談起這件事？”

YEAH, why is it so different now??

Really age matter or I am just taking it as an excuse??

Till the end, who is the one that trigger me to make such decision??

I am confused too..

I guess, sooner or later is my turn to think of running away from home,

then that YQ told me, if I going to his house he gonna drag me back without letting me stay overnight there..

I know, he cared..

Who says, kinship couldnt be break off while relationship can be break off by some excuses??

In my situation, I dun think kinship can follow me that far..

當每個人以爲‘家’是可以讓心休息的避風港，

我卻不知道自己爲什麽要‘回家’。

不要一竿子打翻一船人，

我想唯一聯係我和‘家人’的關係，

就是我們流著同樣的‘血’。

或許，我太悲觀了，

可是沒有人不為自己着想的。。。

Tomorrow will be the day, 365th day..

I guess only I remembered, and I just realised one thing,

you will never forget the day, the number..

And, it do hurt me..