Yesterday -> Saturday -> Starbuck -> East Coast Park -> Alone

I met the car driver's son, he wanted to meet us cause his father felt so apologetic over David's accident and is now living with guilt so this affected his health..

His son hope to get our forgiveness despite that accident was David's fault, but he still want us to go over and visit his father..

The whole talking, I was just sitting at one corner until that guy asked me if I am Daphne, he said he saw the letter for me in David's pocket, and also the necklace with my name on it..

But now no matter is it the necklace or letter, it accompanied David for his journey alone..

After the meet, I ran off without telling them, off my handphone dun even want to listen music, took a cab and went down to East Coast..

I sat at the beach for the whole half day, thinking of every single flashback,

past, present, future..

Then I trying to find something to numb myself, so I walked towards the sea, seeing waves just like describing my own heart, up and down..

Drinking couldnt make me forget, so I am not going to drink,

smoking is something I hate the most nowadays, so I am not going to smoke too,

therefore, for that one second, really that one second,

I wanted to take pills..

One or two that can make me forget everything for few hours..

That is so illegal, man!!!!

Before leaving the park, I called Yi Qiang over to pick me up,

he didnt say much when he saw me, just helped me to the car then drove off..

Silent until I asked him to stop the car, because I wanted to puke,

the feelings seriously came back to me again, just like how I live my life five years ago,

went to see my doctor, and he said maybe I am getting this special case of eating disorder..

Instead of Bulimia, I will vomit whatever excess in my stomach, which means the food wont stay in my stomach if I eat over my limit..

HAAHHAHAHHA..

However, it still didnt affect my weight, because I am still heavy, compare to my previous, I gained weight..

So my doctor said, then I might be just too stressed this few days, so it will lead to my vomit and not having good appetite..

If this illness can let me lose weight, I seriously wont mind getting it..

女孩把自己锁在一个人的世界，等待着来开启她心门的男孩。