This few days, many things waiting for my decision..
Yi Qiang asked me about my choice again,
'gan-die' want me to go over his place to settle some problems,
so what more can I do??
Reject this, reject that, then I realized everything is out of my control..

I started to restrict my diet, so I just came back from my jogging,
luckily that is a park downstairs my house, from I moved house stop going to gym, I stop exercising therefore I started to do myself..
But then, I guess my blood pressure really too low??
Just ran for 4 rounds I started to feel giddy,
tomorrow continue and hope it improve..

Jessica going to reborn her hair, so I decided to do it too..
=DDDD
Since few years ago, I had been saying wanted to go for reborn, but till Jessica went for reborn I still didnt go for it,
as for now, really start to do whatever I dun wish to or not familiar on..

How to seek for forgiveness from someone??
My apologize always comes late, not on time to let him forgive me..
Yi Qiang said my brain is a bit slow this few days, because I started to let my emotion appear on surface, maybe it is true??

Today, I saw a little girl holding on the pooh bear I wanted since years ago,
so I chased over her while Yi Qiang ran behind me,
but the little girl board on a cab with her mother so I failed in getting her..
That was my first time seeing the bear appearing in my eyes, then when I stood on the spot,
tears dropped down, because I thought of the incident few years ago..
It became my regrets, the only regret I hold in my life..

女孩宁愿相信男孩说的话，也不愿去承认现实的残酷。